Saturday Sep 21, 2002

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i am home home glorious home! nick left my apartment a mess, claiming "you get what you pay for". i then listed the many things i've done for him, but he did not care. oh well, he still saved me from the blasted L ride from o'hare, and from having my fish and plants die.

out to dinner with christy and drew tonight to discuss...
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liquidfire:
no, its just everytime you came over or we hung out i forgot. those mesmerizing eyes just made me melt away into oblivion
andshewas:
*flutters eyelashes seductively*

i know i'm your secret crush, aren't i?

Friday Sep 20, 2002

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let's see here.

went to the seattle suicidegirls meet up. 95% sure i saw a table full of suicidegirls members, but was having a moment of shyness, so rather than speaking to any of them, i ran off. what a wuss i am. i'm considering showing them my nude body, but a few words out of my mouth in person is too much.

tomorrow i...
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andshewas:
see, that's the strange part. i always talk to strangers, i was just in a strange shy moment.
astrid:
I'm always shy. I hate trying to talk to people I don't really know. If it's someone I like and I want them to like me, then it's even worse. So, yeah, I know how ya feel.

Monday Sep 16, 2002

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so its a definite on my part. as soon as i get home to chicago. (friday the 20th) i'll harass some photographer friends into taking some good photos of me, and i will be submitting here to fill the need for bigger girls. wish me luck!

also....? when submitting a photo with my application i would assume it is full length and clothed. what do...
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xjermx:
I will be counting the days. I can't wait.
astrid:
Good luck!

I think all that matters is that the photo is clear and they can see your face. *shrug* I'm not sure, though. The photo I sent was just of my face.

Saturday Sep 14, 2002

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i was demanding for the first time ever in bed last night. i think i just needed someone i was insanely comfortable with. whispered dirty things in her ear all day, and she was quite aroused.

can we say hot? mmm.

--->sidenote: jeff is so amazingly sweet. i can't wait to get home to chicago.
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go_lately:
meow smile
joyrider:
ms. doiron is perfect portland music. she goes so well with low clouds and rainy days.

Friday Sep 13, 2002

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today is my birthday. and my first journal entry. i think i might explode from excitement.
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iliedmyfaceoff:
Happy birthday. I'm glad there is another Chicago person.
nat_:
happy birthday and all that ... 19 nothing really much happens at 19 does it...

I can tell you one thing...if you explode from excitement you can rest assured make on hell of a mess