rainy days always remind me of bring a kid. i always feel trapped, like i got colour, or watch tv, or play with cars. Grab a rain coat, play in the mud . i always used to like the fall when it rained, it always seemed so desolate, like you were the last person on earth kind of deal.
we just watched star trek. me and the sibling. it was descent. i always thought star trek was cool growing up. most days I'll watch it. not so much anymore though. it just reminds me of one of my ex-girlfriends. she was obsessed with Star trek Next Generation. She was a strange bird but still.
Listening to The Sound of Animals Fighting. Good music for a day like this. playing on ffffound.com. i love the damn site it's never boring i usually end up with over 300 photos saved to my hard drive by the end of the day.
Things are slowing down. The dog is crazy, and sweet, also discovered she doesn't like to lay on soft things in her cage, she freaks out and starts to whine. she's a sweetheart, she's so skiddish and crazy. i love her. both jobs seem to be in limbo right now as well. the one job is just working a dairy department in a company i'm familiar with. The other job is like a stay at home, from a company in toronto, i'd be doing concept character designs for an RPG videogame, but right now i don't know what's going on with either of them.
i just need to keep on.
haven't seen me mum in a while. just can't gather the guts to go see her, i feel like a piece of shit right now. my pride was damaged something fierce when i got fired from the job. i don't think i've really told anybody. i don't know why i can't it's just something that stresses me out, i guess i'm afraid to stress anyone else as well... aw fuck it.
i'm off.
we just watched star trek. me and the sibling. it was descent. i always thought star trek was cool growing up. most days I'll watch it. not so much anymore though. it just reminds me of one of my ex-girlfriends. she was obsessed with Star trek Next Generation. She was a strange bird but still.
Listening to The Sound of Animals Fighting. Good music for a day like this. playing on ffffound.com. i love the damn site it's never boring i usually end up with over 300 photos saved to my hard drive by the end of the day.
Things are slowing down. The dog is crazy, and sweet, also discovered she doesn't like to lay on soft things in her cage, she freaks out and starts to whine. she's a sweetheart, she's so skiddish and crazy. i love her. both jobs seem to be in limbo right now as well. the one job is just working a dairy department in a company i'm familiar with. The other job is like a stay at home, from a company in toronto, i'd be doing concept character designs for an RPG videogame, but right now i don't know what's going on with either of them.
i just need to keep on.
haven't seen me mum in a while. just can't gather the guts to go see her, i feel like a piece of shit right now. my pride was damaged something fierce when i got fired from the job. i don't think i've really told anybody. i don't know why i can't it's just something that stresses me out, i guess i'm afraid to stress anyone else as well... aw fuck it.
i'm off.