To the casual observer Andreya seemed like a sweet intelligent girl. But in fact she was a jealous, vicious, and coniving bitch. She hated seeing other people's successes, and she loved being witness to their misfortunes. And oddly enough, sometimes she thought she was nearly a saint.
i actually had weird circumstances -- they rejected me based on a second set of applicant photos (not an actual set). then greg munro contacted me saying he'd like to photograph me, and then he sent the set to missy anyway and they unrejected me.
God dammit! Why why why? Why am I getting a new tattoo tomorrow? Why do I keep thinking about submitting a stupid set to this site and talking myself out of it? Why can't I find a hot guy who's not an asshole? Why am I feeling so lost at work? Why do I feel the way I do now? Why can't I figure out... Read More
DON'T JUMP!!! I hear ya though....things are tough sometimes....are you going to be around this weekend? Maybe we could grab a beer or something.....BP
You're getting new ink tomorrow, because it rocks. You keep talking yourself outta submitting a set, cause you're letting your own voice drown out all the other voices. Sometimes it's best to take their advice - you'll probably love the set! Hot guys that aren't assholes, get overlooked because of all the more obnoxious assholes out there. (I keep trying to figure out why all the awesome women keep hooking up with assholes, when they say they want the opposite? Maybe they're just hooked on the alpha males?) Work always makes me feel lost. It's what happens when you spend so much time doin something that bores you, most of the time. To make any unwanted feeling go away - just hike to the top of a hill (where there's no traffic, or assholes) and just force ALL thoughts outta yer pretty little head. Just marvel at the birds flying. If it comes to it.....you shoud jump into the wind. Don't know if it's the right direction for you, but it'll look much cooler to those below.
My God today was awful. Just one stupid mistake after another. If I were my boss I probably be very upset with me right now. What a mess. It's time to clean up. Time to start over again and figure out what really matters. I commented to my friend the other day that I already feel like I have it all. The only thing I'm... Read More
Hey. I dug your profile. You seem like a very fun chick. If you are single babe, then you must live in a town where the dudes are all gay. But as I've said, your profile made me smile, thanks.
Wow. I had the oddest dreams last night. First there was this guy, my room mates and I all met him at some event and all thought he was cute and he became friends with us, but then we found out that he wasn't normal. He had no sex organs! So they stopped crushing him, but I didn't. I still liked him and got to... Read More
I always think too much about my dream's. But... In some way I think they could be trying to tell me something or is it just another world? Could it be fantasy? Well, We may never know, but I can tell you, I keep a dream journal and every now and then look in it and it's like WOW... Have a nice day and SWEET DREAM'S.
I want my friend back. I want the one that didn't have to tote her boyfriend along everywhere. The one that I could talk to and share naughty secrets with. Where has she gone? I have her no longer. No partner for my biggest crimes.
I sit alone, in the darkness
And think to myself:
Believe, Believe
And for a long time
Nothing happens
But then I can see
Into the blackness
And I see nothing
But it enfolds me
And it is safe
And I am living in it.
My back has been hurting
My feet have gone numb
But now I feel nothing
I float in nothing.
This... Read More
PETA can kiss my omnivoric ass. Don't get me wrong. I love animals. Adore them. I try to kill them as little as possible...even bugs. (Except for ants...ants I have no pity for.) I cry during sad moments in animal shows, and I would not hesitate to risk my life if my dog was in danger. I love animals. Few things make me as sad... Read More
Do you ever want to leave a girl a mean comment?
Sometimes I do, but I don't do it. I figure I really don't wanna look like an ass. And besides it takes some level of guts to let people look at you naked, so it really wouldn't be nice of me to be like, "Not impressed." I'm not impressed somewhat often.
I am sick... Read More
Shall I call my love, my fall back rut?
The one I can count on whenever I'm stuck.
I keep living my dreams,
And then letting them go,
Or maybe it really
Wasn't my fault.
Can I carry a tune, can I sing you a song?
I've been wanting to sing tunes he taught me to love.
Can I lend you a hand, can I... Read More