Beware what follows is stupid bitching:
Ick. Sometimes the opportunity to make more money comes along and I am so tempted to pursue it. But the thing is it's not really what I want to do. Like this job. Why am I here? Because I was tempted by the delusion that there was money here. But I think, couldn't I be happy? Hell, I'd be...
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Ick. Sometimes the opportunity to make more money comes along and I am so tempted to pursue it. But the thing is it's not really what I want to do. Like this job. Why am I here? Because I was tempted by the delusion that there was money here. But I think, couldn't I be happy? Hell, I'd be...
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ginawa:
Hey, go for what ever makes you happy! I have a saying from greenday that helps me stay on track. It's not a happy one but... "the world owes me so fuck you". I say that and do what I want to!
Went to Knotts Halloween Haunt last night to play with some monsters 
. I had a blast! Had some Finlandia before leaving and I was in such a great mood! We went on a great coaster, Ghost Ryder, and we were pretty tired from that line...but being tired actually helped me have fun in a way. It made me less aware and more freaked out....
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. I had a blast! Had some Finlandia before leaving and I was in such a great mood! We went on a great coaster, Ghost Ryder, and we were pretty tired from that line...but being tired actually helped me have fun in a way. It made me less aware and more freaked out.... Read More
desert_monkey:
You went without me? Now that's one more person who's gettin a trick, instead of a treat.........maybe you'll get a treat too!
desert_monkey:
Have fun tomorrow night!!!
Fuck. I hate when you're in the middle of pouring your fucking heart out on your blog, and you fucking accidentally delete it! Well, fuck you! I didn't feel like venting anyway! 
desert_monkey:
Awwww, Sweetie. I've typed many (long) letters, just to hit send....and watch them vanish, after the machine freezes up! Major bummer. Need a hug? I'd like ta give ya one! Don't have any idea when I'll be back out. Come visit me! I'm goin up to the mountains tomorrow! Take a day off work and make it a 3-day weekend to unwind!
I am at sensory overload. So much to do, and so little time. Bring on the sage and cleansing shit Shadowhawk...I think I'm in need of it. There are shiny things everywhere!!! But where is the gold? That, my friends and brothers, is today's question.
beccy:
thanks 
i hope you finde the gold very soon
i hope you finde the gold very soon
desert_monkey:
Wow! ............a bit overwhelmed, are ya? That still happens to me, in LA. When you're ready to come out here and relax, just let me know, K? Big Hug!
I had two sleep paralysis episodes last night. That's never happened to me before...it was crazy! I was dreaming, and in my dream I was looking for something, and then I heard a voice say, "We found it." And suddenly I was awake. And I turned my head toward the voices and there were two shadows standing by my bed. Since, this is not the...
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desert_monkey:
G-e-t O-u-t!!!!! I've never been one to endure negative vibes like that. My ass would've grabbed some sage and had a bonfire! Glad you're all good!
october:
thank you for you comment on my set
Aw...SG's been making me smile alot lately There are so many sweet people here! Is it just me, or does it make ya wanna take your clothes off too and share more? 
Eeek!
There are so many sweet people here! Is it just me, or does it make ya wanna take your clothes off too and share more? Eeek!
beccy:
thanks i fell better know. but on the pics i look like a big fat white elefant
As much as I think many of the girls on this site are really hot, I must admit I am sometimes also jealous of them. I hate that. I wish I could just think people are beautiful and just leave it at that.
desert_monkey:
you can
uswer8024082082084:
It's hard to NEVER be jealous, I think it comes with being a girl, unless you have NO self esteem issues whatsoever. If that person exists, I'd probably hate them too. There are some girls on here that make me feel bad about myself, and others don't. I just stay away from their pictures. It's weird.
It's so hard to just let it go, and admire them for their beauty. But try to remember that there are so many more levels of beauty, and you probably surpass those girls in many ways.
I still hate my boyfriend just a little sometimes because he is so friggin hot. But it helps that I am the one who gets to enjoy it .
It's so hard to just let it go, and admire them for their beauty. But try to remember that there are so many more levels of beauty, and you probably surpass those girls in many ways.
I still hate my boyfriend just a little sometimes because he is so friggin hot. But it helps that I am the one who gets to enjoy it .
Few things annoy me as much as a parking ticket.
I woke up at 5am to the sound of a child screaming for his mom. It freaked me out. I was going to call our security guard, but the kid stopped yelling. Still, after he stopped there was all sorts of banging going on. All I could do was picture some horrible murder downstairs. But...
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I woke up at 5am to the sound of a child screaming for his mom. It freaked me out. I was going to call our security guard, but the kid stopped yelling. Still, after he stopped there was all sorts of banging going on. All I could do was picture some horrible murder downstairs. But...
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uswer8024082082084:
hey thankyou.
I uh
I'm speechless.
I uh
I'm speechless.
desert_monkey:
So -wherez the parking ticket tie in? I thought you were gonna say that the kid got the parking ticket. Or that you went downstairs to throttle the kid, found that you were gettin a ticket.......and threw the kid at the parking nazi!
Hmm...new site stuff...cool...still getting used to it, but cool. About an hour ago I descended into a really foul mood. I not sure why, but I suddenly was so not in the mood to deal with anything. So, then I decided to try out some stuff on Photoshop, and that didn't help brighten my mood. I can't figure out how to make my pictures smaller,...
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desert_monkey:
You didn't tell me you had new ink! or is that an old picture? I agree, you have a great back!..........and everything else connected to it! Rawr!
jbone:
Re: your profile...I liked the fantasy. Funny!! Yes, you are a dirty little #@%$+!!! LOL
And all is well. Now off to go comtemplate the meaning of life. Any thoughts? 