I am leaving the site in about a month when my membership expires. I feel that perhaps I need to be more present in the tangible world that in this electronic world. Or not. I don't know. I am honestly rather lost. One moment I think one thing and the next moment I think the opposite. I am wondering lately if I'm not a failure because I haven't been truly good at the things that I have done, but then I think that I have to be proud of even my smallest accomplishments because if I am not, then I will not be able to cope with life. I wish I could speak with someone who is wise and just lay bare the things and thoughts that torment me and don't allow me to do what I want with my life. I wish alot.
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You sound much like me. And your predicament.
contact me if you wish I'll give you all I've got