Having a heard time lately....Not sure what I want anymore out of relationships. Been seeing someone who is great....Someone who you bring home to Mom and marry...What I thought I wanted...Now I just don't know...No way around hurting them. I feel like a major ass hole, but I feel like I have changed. I have been working towards starting my own woodworking business....Its hard to think about giving up a high paying corporate america career to work for myself in this day and age. But every moment I am not working on my own passion and business feels like i'm in prison. This is partly why I think I am feeling the way I am about my relationship....I feel like I am not whole....And I don't want to be in a relationship when I am not complete in my own life.
I wanted more kids,
I wanted to get married with 2.5 kids and a picket while fence.
I wanted to feel successful by doing that.
And now....I don't.
I need to
And I wish I could
And, i'm sorry for tomorrow....
I wanted more kids,
I wanted to get married with 2.5 kids and a picket while fence.
I wanted to feel successful by doing that.
And now....I don't.
I need to
And I wish I could
And, i'm sorry for tomorrow....
saillesong:
That sux. Sometimes you have to leave someone to grow though. Sometimes the person your with is not right for the path your taking and it hurts but it's better in the long run. Follow your dreams. You don't want to go through life miserable.
valeria:
I hope you start your own business, woodworking is such a unique and beautiful art. Sorry about your lady friend, but I agree with saillesong, sometimes it's best to just let go and grow.