Ok, so I generally only write these when I have something to vent or whatever, this time is no different. I am so sick and tired of being single, not being able to date, or hook up with the girls I want, and then getting turned down by the chicks I am fuckin settling for. I dont get this shit, I am so fucking tired of not getting laid, or being by myself and only hanging out with my few normal friends, doing the same shit each week.
I mean of course I would go out more and hit on ladies, but at the same time this serious lack of luck, and experience with sex and dating is holding me back. Now, I am at the age in which those two things seem to be holding me back and mentally causing insecurities. Which, are causing me to unintentionally become needy and pushy. And that is just not what I am trying to be.
Ultimately I am just so fuckin alone, Im becoming depressed by it. And there just doesnt seem to be any relief in sight...SOMEONE PLEASE HELP!
I mean of course I would go out more and hit on ladies, but at the same time this serious lack of luck, and experience with sex and dating is holding me back. Now, I am at the age in which those two things seem to be holding me back and mentally causing insecurities. Which, are causing me to unintentionally become needy and pushy. And that is just not what I am trying to be.
Ultimately I am just so fuckin alone, Im becoming depressed by it. And there just doesnt seem to be any relief in sight...SOMEONE PLEASE HELP!