andolyn

So Monday was surgery day. And I can attest to the ouch factor. However, it is SO worth it. I know there are people out there who think that me doing this was foolish, self centered, shallow, blah blah blah. I have been wanting this for years, not because of some super model on a shiny magazine page or that Vicky's model strutting her stuff on the boob tube (pardon the pun). I can tell you that I thought about this for YEARS, I argued with my husband, the love of my life for MONTHS about this. And I NEVER argue with him! (ok, so that rant was directed at someone at my work who snooped onto my cam and saw the before pics and THEN found out why I was out this week and is now on some rampage of "why didn't someone stop her, this isn't right!" blah blah blah, like it was ANY of her business, and no, I was NOT the one to tell her.) ANYways...

I am SOOO freaking happy with them! I already notice my head carries itself higher LOL. I know I can walk down the beach in a bikini, wear a low cut shirt, and I will feel sexy, and I wont be covering my chest with my arms in embarrassment! So... having said all that...

My b days on Sat... really wish my set would at least get queued. It's a bit discouraging for ones self esteem to watch others have sets go live within a few months of each other, while mines been in the pipes almost a year. Now now, I know SG doesn't play faves, I'm just being snotty. I try not to be. I guess the percocet weakens my off switch. I do believe I'm trying to have a pity party... well POO on that!

Only 7 more months till my hubby comes home!!! I cannot fucking wait. Ten months without sex really fucking bites, and oooooh lordy he better be prepared for what hes gonna get I'm gonna bowl his sweet ass over and shower him with kisses... sometimes I just wanna squeeze him so hard and never let go, till his head about pops off! God, his smile... mmm... I cant wait to touch those lips...

Sorry, guess that was kinda a personal moment LOL. I finally finished making the book for his mom (we're sending her somewhere awesome for her b day and she has NO idea). I'm hoping she pees her pants!

And it is the weirdest (and coolest) feeling to barely fit into a large sports bra... ok ok, I'll drop it. I want to know whats been going on with all you lovelies in SG land, I've missed talking to you all!


day of surgery, in the hotel room.