So, I was sitting here thinking about what I could write, when it occured to me I was still stuck on " Holy SHIT I'm a fucking SUICIDEGIRL! ". So, I figured Id tell a story. Back when I was in Italy, with my boyfriend (he's a soldier there) I had no idea what a SuicideGirl was when he told me Id make a damn good one (heres to hopein').
About 2 hours later, I get a wild hair up my arse, and I check it out, apply, and get a lovely response. I then find Scott (he really IS Scott-tastic!) who shot my first set. I had an absolute BLAST! I was so nervous that I would choke in front of the camera, or have some sort of problem with the pics coming out all fugly (I have exzema, which by the way really can be a pain in the royal behind). not to mention I'm a typical chic with my 'does my hair look ok '(which I STILL think about, even AFTER the set was approved) But, It was great! I was totally comfortable with being naked in front of this stranger, my friend who came along with in case I got cold feet, and his girl. I felt at home.
I didn't want it to end. And then when I got the email saying it had been approved... I about shit my britches. I ran around the office jumping up and down. Needless to say, they thought I had lost my mind at work, until I explained myself ( I just realised I work in an awesome enviorment).
I am so proud to be apart of this. Back when I started doing modeling stuff, I never thought I had what it took. But now, here, I know I have the gumption, and the drive. It's like having tattoos and being piereced and being one of ONLY 1500 people in the world who can call themselves a SuicideGirl... I mean damn... need I say more?
So thank you, to everyone who helped get me here, I am so happy to be here, and I am looking forward to every expirience this offers and the possibilities an opportunity like this holds! I love you girls!!!
*hugs n smooches*
About 2 hours later, I get a wild hair up my arse, and I check it out, apply, and get a lovely response. I then find Scott (he really IS Scott-tastic!) who shot my first set. I had an absolute BLAST! I was so nervous that I would choke in front of the camera, or have some sort of problem with the pics coming out all fugly (I have exzema, which by the way really can be a pain in the royal behind). not to mention I'm a typical chic with my 'does my hair look ok '(which I STILL think about, even AFTER the set was approved) But, It was great! I was totally comfortable with being naked in front of this stranger, my friend who came along with in case I got cold feet, and his girl. I felt at home.
I didn't want it to end. And then when I got the email saying it had been approved... I about shit my britches. I ran around the office jumping up and down. Needless to say, they thought I had lost my mind at work, until I explained myself ( I just realised I work in an awesome enviorment).
I am so proud to be apart of this. Back when I started doing modeling stuff, I never thought I had what it took. But now, here, I know I have the gumption, and the drive. It's like having tattoos and being piereced and being one of ONLY 1500 people in the world who can call themselves a SuicideGirl... I mean damn... need I say more?
So thank you, to everyone who helped get me here, I am so happy to be here, and I am looking forward to every expirience this offers and the possibilities an opportunity like this holds! I love you girls!!!
*hugs n smooches*