andi

so i know i should be over this and all but i cant get it out of my fucking head.

you know it worried me when my man goes on a 10 1/2 hour drive to michigan and leaves later than he should have. Gets there late and then stays up to fucking 230 in the morning with a girl up there. Then knows that he has to fucking get up fucking early to pick up the fucking laser. And then on his way home, because he didnt get fucking enought sleep. He starts to fall asleep at the wheel. Then I couldnt get a hold of him on the phone for almost 1 hour and I have it in my head that he isnt coming home. If only he had listened to me and not saw that girl so fucking late that he would not have had this problem.

I hate feeling this fucking depressed and I wish I could just get over this. But the fact that my man stayed out to late with a girl from here and because of that he fell asleep at the wheel fucking scares the shit out of me. And I cannot fucking take this shit.

Goddess, I feel like fucking rolling up in a corning and fucking killing myself