andain

Say hello to my broken bits:

(Bilateral fracture of L5)



Close up of bits:



And introducing, the beginning stages of osteoarthritis throughout my entire spine:







The first specialist I went to see says there is nothing I can do, and to just take pain killers. I'm in so much pain, I'm unable to work. I'm going for a second opinion on Wed.

How do you stay positive, when there is so much negative crap going on?

I try to stay positive, but I see bad people doing bad things and nothing happens. All this bad shit, just makes me want to do bad things.

I'm trying so very hard to be good.