I can feel my lungs caving in my body. There's no blood in my face. It's way too early to be having one of these. I'm trying, and I'm trying, but everyone doesn't seem that; They see where i mess up. I feel like nothing i ever do will be good enough for anyone. Nothing I say can make anything better, nothing I can do can make things right. 
babyjoe:
The day you realize that you are the only person things have to be good enough for will be the best day of your life. I promise. The truely important people in your life will respect you for the attempt to make things right, NOT IF IT WORKED. Stay positive. I'm sending good thoughts your way. 
femlover:
Don't be so hard on yourself. Keep your head up. Don't let other's unhappiness bring you down. Sending you good vibes. I hope you start to feel better soon.
I hope you start to feel better soon.