anbuvampyre

I hate the internet!

I just had a nice sexy post and it got deleted.

Quick recap...

I'm at a hostel in NYC for a week and only have 6.5 minutes left on the internet!

School is great, last few weeks have been rough I experianced some depression and ended up getting a B+ in my art classes WEWT!

I woudl love to spend more...
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I feel like a big huge asshole. I have not been on to see my friends in forever! I would but school is saying "fuck your friends mike, they aren't importnat" and I would tell shcool to stfu if it didnt mean failing!

I have a midterm today and i have to write a paper and i have to finish a huge sculpture, oh and...
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W O W it's been some time guys and gals, and I am sorry about that. I am at school now and I'm SUPER PSYCHED! I got kicked out of one of my classes because there was too many kids trying to take the class which sucks. I only have two classes and 2 of 5 days I only have one class a day. So...
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*sigh* I have to go to court on Friday for a speeding ticket. The stress level is at orange (no one knows wtf that shit means but its the best I can classify my state lol). I've been spending most of my time lying in bed doing nothing out of the fear that if I'm doing something I should be doing stuff getting ready to...
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S T R E S S I N G T H E F U C K O U T!

The count down to leaving for school is like 20 days... I have not prepared for this day in the slightest. I have told my parents I want to make the trip alone (7 hours) which means one car which means limited space. I then have...
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It seems we do have Internet here although we were told we would not have the Internet. it's all the same, although nice to have (don't get me wrong I LOVE having Internet) I don't plan on spending TOO much time online. Thanks for all the well wishes. When my life slows down a little i hope to get back on here and catch up...
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I've been in Richmond VA painting in an old ass house without internet. Came home and scrambled to get ready for the beach (fell short...) AND there's no internet there either. Be back... some time this year.

I feel like an ass not comenting to everyone and such but I have been SO busy... I also have a new computer that I have no idea how to use. FUKIN MAKINTOSH!

I think I'm getting over that whole girl thing. But speaking of girls, I need one. I have too much love to give and no one to give it to!

I feel really lonely...

I am far from alone (ironcially now, but usually I am) family is all over the place, but I still feel lonely. Loney and lost, like I have so much to do but I really don't but I kinda do but not really but it's making me feel anxious. But the worst thing is lonelyness, it's not like this is a...
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