One of the MFA grads from last year killed himself on Tuesday.
I found out today.
The whole thing is mind fucking me really bad right now.
I have to:
-write a paper
-finish a glass blowing project
-study for a J A P A N E S E test (I'm not doing well in that class)
I can't focus...
Suicide is is my cyanide.
I am feeling better, a good nights sleep does wonders.
I have so much classwork to do but I really want to go out with this girl this weekend, I guess I should ask her first
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My friend said as long as you don't fail no one looks at your grades so I should go for it, the old me would be like HELL YEAH! if being concerned with class at all even before talking to my friend but the more studious me questions writing off my classes.
I found out today.
The whole thing is mind fucking me really bad right now.
I have to:
-write a paper
-finish a glass blowing project
-study for a J A P A N E S E test (I'm not doing well in that class)
I can't focus...
Suicide is is my cyanide.
I am feeling better, a good nights sleep does wonders.
I have so much classwork to do but I really want to go out with this girl this weekend, I guess I should ask her first
.My friend said as long as you don't fail no one looks at your grades so I should go for it, the old me would be like HELL YEAH! if being concerned with class at all even before talking to my friend but the more studious me questions writing off my classes.
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Suicide is no solution, that's for sure!
I would have to say that, although I am a big fan of the girls, and passing up a good situation may be regretful, so would passing up the oppertunity to do good in school. Girls are always gonna be around, as long as you make yourself available. Something I have found is this...now write this down...As you get older, school gets harder, but girls get easier!
Hope that helps
sweet, someone who knows brian jacques!