Hey lovelies and handsome men, I've only been here for a short while, but I'm here to stay so I figure I should introduce myself. I tend to be too real for some to handle and if you're sensitive or find that you get offended easily please understand that I place no judgements on you, I'm just trying to be real in a world where people are plastic. I'm Anarra and I love to be naked. I don't mean that in the sexual way it's normally taken, I'm not trying to get laid, I mean I genuinely love my body and feel best when I'm not restricted by clothing. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE sex, who doesn't?
I grew up in a religious family and was taught to feel ashamed of my body and it has taken me YEARS to finally love myself and not be afraid to say. "fuck it, I think the human form is beautiful and artistic and should be shared." Needless to say, I'm the obvious black sheep of the family and I'm ok with that.
Aside from that, I spend most of my free time in school. I'm currently a college student on my way toward a Master's degree (hopefully doctorate if I can afford it) in Social Work with an emphasis in sex therapy and individual therapy. I love everything about psychology and have studied it since I was 14. The first book I bought for myself was, 'The Art of Seduction' and then 'Psycho-Cybernetics'. I can read people well and am very humanitarian in nature.
Before I became a SG member and hopefully a SG hopeful soon, I started taking nude photos of myself to reconnect with my sexuality and understand the beauty that lies within myself. I was ridiculed as a child and even as an adult I felt I was never very attractive and recently I've learned that I have reason to be confident and I'll never go back to being afraid of myself. I became a bartender a few years ago, and for someone with social anxiety it was a huge step out of my comfort zone, but I knew if I was going to ever get over my fear of people I'd have to throw myself into a situation where I was forced to face and overcome it. And I did, as I always do. There's nothing that stands in my way when I become fixated on a positive outcome.
So what can you expect from me? Well, as you'll soon learn you can expect innocence and sweetness. I can't avoid it, it just oozes out of me. You can expect art from several different artistic venues, you can expect random writing and paintings. You can expect moments of rage and moments of weakness. You can expect happy moments and silliness (probably more than anything else). You can expect moments of true clarity and moments of brilliant childlike nature. You can expect to be inspired, annoyed, entertained, humored, and even some melancholy moments of confusion. You can expect to never have true consistency, but you can expect to find a friend, someone who will always listen and care for you. You can expect sexiness and innocence in a way that seems arousing and contradictory, but pulls at your sexual desire in a way that leaves you longing. You can expect me and ONLY the raw version of me.
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