So fucking irritated.
I'm living with my ex, and we're attempting to "work things out". But he runs so hot and fucking cold that I can't even tell what he wants anymore.
And me? I think I'm so done with love. Sex, love, everything. I can't deal with it anymore. I can't handle the hurt and all the blah, blah, blah that comes with the bullshit. I just wanna be alone. Or dead. Either one.
But he makes no sense to me. It's either, 'oh, baby, I love you, and I want this to work' or 'Get the fuck out of my apartment', which by the way is not happening goddamn it because I'm on the fucking lease, and I'll be damned if someone's gonna throw me out.
Arg! I'm gonna go watch videos on youtube. Maybe drink coffee and wither away to nothing in the hopes that I'll have peace soon.
I'm living with my ex, and we're attempting to "work things out". But he runs so hot and fucking cold that I can't even tell what he wants anymore.
And me? I think I'm so done with love. Sex, love, everything. I can't deal with it anymore. I can't handle the hurt and all the blah, blah, blah that comes with the bullshit. I just wanna be alone. Or dead. Either one.
But he makes no sense to me. It's either, 'oh, baby, I love you, and I want this to work' or 'Get the fuck out of my apartment', which by the way is not happening goddamn it because I'm on the fucking lease, and I'll be damned if someone's gonna throw me out.
Arg! I'm gonna go watch videos on youtube. Maybe drink coffee and wither away to nothing in the hopes that I'll have peace soon.
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Hell happens... try having a girl leave you the day after you loose a major contract and can no longer support her lifestyle. What the hell is wrong with people. Hope your situation has improved some.