I am not on here as often as I use to be. I think I have lost interest in this thing or just nothing to say or look at, I have no fucking clue...
So I wanted to write and just say whats on my mind before I go to bed. I am trying to get to sleep by midnight.
So August has been ok. Done nothing really, just work, eat & Sleep! I kind of stopped looking for a job. Lost motivation. Its funny, I told people (well one person) that I was leaving work and I still haven't, I mean I thought I was about to leave and take another job but they offered me less money then I am making now and So i had to counter and they would not match what I was wanting. I have bills and loans to pay and I barely make enough now, so taking a new job for less would not help myself. hell I work 2 jobs right now and barely survive. So I kept looking but in the last month kind of got tired of looking and now am back to where I started. I think the only way to motivate myself to leave and find a new job is to actually quite my job then start looking. That is a huge risk and I would not survive more than a few weeks. Especailly after all the money I blew in Vegas and then a week later at a Strip club.
YES went to a strip club, I was drunk and my roommate sugested it after we had a BBQ at the house. So we go and one of the girls dancing there is a girl I use to see for a little bit. A year ago I was seeing a striper, it just did not work. I think we just lost touch? Well I ran into a few weeks ago and spent a ton of money on her. I woke up the next morning with a big FUCK, THAT WAS Awesome and saw my empty wallet. No clue how much I spent but I know it was over 500 and not just on her.
So Now I am broke again and barely going to have anymoney after I get paid tomorrow. BILLS. That is my life I save up money then blow it on girls. Dating them or not I spend a lot on girls. So hey If you are a girl I will spend money on you and I get hurt in the end by both the bank and the girl. STORY OF MY LIFE....
Speaking of girls. So I met this girl last weekend of July. I want to say the 25th. Since then we talk almost everyday. She seems cool...but we never hang out. We both work a ton and when I have free time she doesn't and vise versa, Its alittle weird. but Hey taking it slow just to be safe. Once is enough as the rebound guy....she's from Jersey but lives in LA. She is super cool and I can't wait to hang out with her again!
So I applied for a new positon at work and had an interview at work today. The interview went well and she said she wants me so she is going to start the paper work. I just hope they offer me more money. Been witht the company for over 3 years and get treated and paid for shit. I think I could make more money working at Burger King. Sorry for those that work at Burger King but I am sure you are making more than I.
Well is Midnight and I am off to bed.
A
No music today. Well I listen to the Briggs on the way home from work. There new album is ok. Come all you Madmen
So I wanted to write and just say whats on my mind before I go to bed. I am trying to get to sleep by midnight.
So August has been ok. Done nothing really, just work, eat & Sleep! I kind of stopped looking for a job. Lost motivation. Its funny, I told people (well one person) that I was leaving work and I still haven't, I mean I thought I was about to leave and take another job but they offered me less money then I am making now and So i had to counter and they would not match what I was wanting. I have bills and loans to pay and I barely make enough now, so taking a new job for less would not help myself. hell I work 2 jobs right now and barely survive. So I kept looking but in the last month kind of got tired of looking and now am back to where I started. I think the only way to motivate myself to leave and find a new job is to actually quite my job then start looking. That is a huge risk and I would not survive more than a few weeks. Especailly after all the money I blew in Vegas and then a week later at a Strip club.
YES went to a strip club, I was drunk and my roommate sugested it after we had a BBQ at the house. So we go and one of the girls dancing there is a girl I use to see for a little bit. A year ago I was seeing a striper, it just did not work. I think we just lost touch? Well I ran into a few weeks ago and spent a ton of money on her. I woke up the next morning with a big FUCK, THAT WAS Awesome and saw my empty wallet. No clue how much I spent but I know it was over 500 and not just on her.
So Now I am broke again and barely going to have anymoney after I get paid tomorrow. BILLS. That is my life I save up money then blow it on girls. Dating them or not I spend a lot on girls. So hey If you are a girl I will spend money on you and I get hurt in the end by both the bank and the girl. STORY OF MY LIFE....
Speaking of girls. So I met this girl last weekend of July. I want to say the 25th. Since then we talk almost everyday. She seems cool...but we never hang out. We both work a ton and when I have free time she doesn't and vise versa, Its alittle weird. but Hey taking it slow just to be safe. Once is enough as the rebound guy....she's from Jersey but lives in LA. She is super cool and I can't wait to hang out with her again!
So I applied for a new positon at work and had an interview at work today. The interview went well and she said she wants me so she is going to start the paper work. I just hope they offer me more money. Been witht the company for over 3 years and get treated and paid for shit. I think I could make more money working at Burger King. Sorry for those that work at Burger King but I am sure you are making more than I.
Well is Midnight and I am off to bed.
A
No music today. Well I listen to the Briggs on the way home from work. There new album is ok. Come all you Madmen