so, back in brooklyn, man it was great seeing b. in sanfran.... i'm such an ass for fucking our relationship up... Well, I guess it wasn't all me, he was really depressed in NYC and i'm glad he's happy now. I am jealous of people who get to see him all the time and can make him happy when i can't. he's moving to egypt in february for two years, i can't even think about it, i can't believe that i made it easier for him to move b'cuz i didn't call him more when i was in amsterdam. i'm stupid, god i love that man, there is nobody else i am ever going to love like i love him.....
anyway, i'm back in brooklyn looking for a fuckin apartment, man thats shitty, i hate fuckin apartment hunting... if anyone has a heads up on a cheap 2 bedroom let me know..... back to school soon, can't wait... i will be happy to be distracted by my sexy professor, but don't want to become obsessed again. will probably be stressed until i move into a new place and classes start, then i will be content again. and when i can find a new crush to seduce.
anyway, i'm back in brooklyn looking for a fuckin apartment, man thats shitty, i hate fuckin apartment hunting... if anyone has a heads up on a cheap 2 bedroom let me know..... back to school soon, can't wait... i will be happy to be distracted by my sexy professor, but don't want to become obsessed again. will probably be stressed until i move into a new place and classes start, then i will be content again. and when i can find a new crush to seduce.
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I had thought you had forgotten about lil' ol me.
it sounds like you have mixed emotions about that guy eh? No worries even though you love him like you do, life will go on, and you two will most likely grow closer as time moves on.
good luck with the apartment search. I hate looking for places. is there any such thing as cheap two bedroom in brooklyn?
jesus christ womyn yer 21 fuckin years old!!!! not to mention, how would you know what is or isn't gonna happen in the future? the future hasn't happened yet!!!
but in all seriousness it fucking hurts when a relationship gets fucked up, especially if you feel that you did somethin to fuck it up. burn through the pain, and come out even tougher.
hey i'm an urban studies major-turned stripper too. fucking funny.