anarcha

my life has been nothing but torment, loneliness, boredom and depression. I'm stuck in my house bcuz i have no desire to go anywhere or do anything. None of my friends are in the city...the one who is is too busy or cool or whatever to actually call me. My only friends are the weed delivery service man and my cat. i just had another horrible phone conversation with my bf...he can't come here before i leave for amsterdam, and i can't afford to go to sf to see him. and he we are taking a break and he's pissed cuz i wanna fuck my crush which totally could happen...except i haven't heard from in like 3 weeks cuz he's out of town. fuck people who have a life! i was so bored last night i gave myself a stick and poke tattoo...luckily is came out awesome its an anarcha-feminist symbol on my foot and if i had the cord for the digital cam i would put up a pic...but alas...cannot find the parts i need. it came out really good though, its pretty dark (i used black india ink), the lines aren't too grainy and i've been treating it good with tea tree aloe. i like body modification...its how i externalize inner pain. its a personal right of passage.

anyway, thats what my life is like right now...sorry for the downer folks