Its probably better to not talk about exactly who my crush is on this site, wouldn't want anyone getting in trouble, unless i get to punish them. anyway, my life has been utter turmoil. First knowing the crush is into me. Then, aaahhh, just finals, I went to the computer lab to work and got 17pages down for my urban anthropology paper and then none of it saved, even though the computer tricked me into thinking it did, and me and computers were getting to be such good friends, too. Then, well, the bf has returned to cali and now we're realizing we're going in separate directions in so many ways, so we're in the process of kinda breaking up, but only b'cuz we're not together, but also i guess cuz i need to be with other people. and i just feel like such shit now, i love him so much it makes me sick to hurt him. but the truth is we're just doing different things right now. its horrible. and to top it all off, i didn't even have enough money to take my beautiful cat yuma to the vet and it makes me feel so bad, he's not sick, but i think he has ear mites and he needs a checkup and boosters and it was gonna be like $188 which is more than i make in like 2 weeks. i hate feeling irresponsible, especially with yuma cuz he's one of the best friends i have right now. whatever, after xmas i'll have some money to get him checked out...not to mention pay bf back for all the money i owe him. i'm a terrible person and shouldn't be allowed to have money.
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your cat will be fine, cat's are fighters, and they can take a lot. If he gets in eventually he'll be fine.
as for the bf, do what you have to do. when i lost my first "real" girlfriend it destroyed me for a long time. But now I thank her for starting the break up process, because it made me realize how open the world is.
he'll be fine too, just like the cat.