anaphalaxis

Well, apparently my ex thought it was "charming" that I didn't phone her either. Apparently she was waiting to see how long it took for me to call.
The differece being that I told her I didn't want to be friends, and I didn't want to keep in touch. I said that when we first broke up.
Sounds harsh I know, but do you know why I said it? Because 10 months ago when we broke up I didn't want to be fucking well talking and thinking about all this shit nearly a year on. Some survival instinct in me said it was a bad idea to keep in touch, but she just wouldn't let it lie.

She phoned me three days ago to tell me she'd dropped out of university and was taking a 2 month job in her fathers company back in India.

I just wished she'd never come back. I was doing fine until she knocked on my fucking door again...