Problems on the home front, problems on the front line. I feel besieged.
The lovelife, the work life, the bank manager. All, it seems, fucked. Go me.
Know that feeling where you really don't feel like you're to blame, but you feel ungracious and accusative when you try to point out the fact? Compatibility is a complicated business. I don't want to waste anyone's time only to find out I'm not the person they need me to be.
P.S. Apologies to the few of you who replied to my last journal whom I've not yet got back to. I really appreciate it when people leave comments. Don't take my silence as ingratitude. will do so when I'm in a slightly better humour. X
The lovelife, the work life, the bank manager. All, it seems, fucked. Go me.
Know that feeling where you really don't feel like you're to blame, but you feel ungracious and accusative when you try to point out the fact? Compatibility is a complicated business. I don't want to waste anyone's time only to find out I'm not the person they need me to be.
P.S. Apologies to the few of you who replied to my last journal whom I've not yet got back to. I really appreciate it when people leave comments. Don't take my silence as ingratitude. will do so when I'm in a slightly better humour. X
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I thought that all the things i was thinking needed to be aired, rather than me just sitting on them, getting angrier and angrier. I don't need you to be anyone, just there. That's all i want.
I wish i hadn't read this now.