I haven't replied to anyone for a long time, or participated in this site in any way. It isn't that I've lost interest in the friends that I've made here, just that I am so busy I wake up in the morning and don't have time to even check my email. Things are going well I think, but uncertainty about many things still plagues me. I'm stuck looking backwards and forwards at the same time and while I don't want to go back I realise that what I hope for the future is still a long way ahead of me. I thought this whole project would place me in a state of security. it hasn't as of yet.
I hope you are all well and prospering in whatever field you have chosen for yourselves. It's good to feel you are moving forward.
I hope you are all well and prospering in whatever field you have chosen for yourselves. It's good to feel you are moving forward.
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don't worry about the uncertainty, you're doing what feels right, and if it doesn't work out, then you can deal with that if it ever happens. but the point is that it hasnt happened and therefore you don't need to deal with those kinds of thoughts now.
michelle is right, the security sets in a wee bit later. just try and enjoy the chaotic excitement for now.
speak soon mate
its ok for the future to be a long way off, thats where it belongs, what matters is that you continue to head toward it. And i, as always, will continue to insist that you are more than capable of doing so and will get to that point sooner than you think. And the things from your past will always be there for you.