I have no real desire to be philosophical regarding my return. I have no desire to impart any wisdom I haven't learned. And yet...
I seem to be a different person than I was before. Reading though old posts I can vaguely remember being, thinking, feeling all of that, but it seem so far away now that, well, it is almost like a book I read a while ago, or a movie I saw in my childhood and only kind of remember the end. But then, I am living the end of it now, so how could I know that?!?
To recall all the things that have changed in the last couple of years seems an insurmountable task. A task I feel ill equipped to even attempt.
I graduated recently, with first class honours - which "back then" I thought would be impossible. I cleaned up. I started my doctorate. I am getting married.
I feel not so much like I gradually grew up, but some how, almost over night, osmotically transformed from a child into an adult.
I suppose I will muse more on this later - or maybe not.
Oh - and thankyou.
I seem to be a different person than I was before. Reading though old posts I can vaguely remember being, thinking, feeling all of that, but it seem so far away now that, well, it is almost like a book I read a while ago, or a movie I saw in my childhood and only kind of remember the end. But then, I am living the end of it now, so how could I know that?!?
To recall all the things that have changed in the last couple of years seems an insurmountable task. A task I feel ill equipped to even attempt.
I graduated recently, with first class honours - which "back then" I thought would be impossible. I cleaned up. I started my doctorate. I am getting married.
I feel not so much like I gradually grew up, but some how, almost over night, osmotically transformed from a child into an adult.
I suppose I will muse more on this later - or maybe not.
Oh - and thankyou.
rk:
Congratulations, I'm glad to hear you're doing so well.