To start: Three cheers for Jenson Button's first f1 victory! You deserve it you sexy beast!
To end: I did have a whole big post, but it got fucked over. It was mostly boring anyway. About my essay, my possible new job and why I love Kimi above all else and why I will soon leave the fanciful world of being a Mclarens supporter to join the well-numbered ranks of Ferrari supporters in Melbourne (it has everything to do with Kimi, and nothing to do with nachos)
GO TOORADIN (don't worry... it's a long story)
Edit: 6 hours later.
I didn't feel like making a whole new entry because what I have to say isn't important enough for that, just to tack onto the end of this already in existance entry (hmm... some philosophical things I could say about causily related existance here... but I won't because that would bore even me)
Something random that I like: tulle. As in, that net material stuff. Hot.
And: Greece.
And not: being single
but still, I like: arrogant boys.
noisy: having two snoring cats on the end of my bed as I type.
Sometimes I am sick of the person that I am. I mean, essentially I quite like myself, even with all my little oddities, and I have a great ability to a) over analyse things and b) still not regret them. I don't think I actually regret anything that has ever happend to me. If I had my time over, I would do everything exactly the same. If I didn't, I wouldn't be the person that I am. I mean, yeah - I'd have to put up with all that shit all over, and out of my 23 years there has been probably 17 of total and utter shit that I won't go into.
Even though sometimes I don't like where I'm at right now - as in, still at Uni, still in Melbourne, still single, still going to the same fucking pub with the same people every week - I know that I am working on changing that. I'm getting though Uni because I think having my degree is important (for me, not for everyone, but for me) and saving money and travelling more (not that I'm not really really grateful for the fact that I have already travelled a lot more than a lot of people my age) and (hopefully) falling in love and having a family and all of that crap. I mean, I'm young and I have so much to do.
One of my best friends had a friend (whom I had never met) die last week. That kind of make me think about things. She was younger than I am. Yeah... that's made me really put everything into perspective. There are things which are more important than others. It's more important for me to see the world than get stuck down in a career. It's more important to nurture good friendships and good relationships with my family than to get married.
Seeing the world, doing everything that there is to do. That's the most important thing to me right now - but I know that I can't do it until I have finished my degree. Otherwise I won't finish it.
I'm going to stop midnight raving now...
To end: I did have a whole big post, but it got fucked over. It was mostly boring anyway. About my essay, my possible new job and why I love Kimi above all else and why I will soon leave the fanciful world of being a Mclarens supporter to join the well-numbered ranks of Ferrari supporters in Melbourne (it has everything to do with Kimi, and nothing to do with nachos)
GO TOORADIN (don't worry... it's a long story)
Edit: 6 hours later.
I didn't feel like making a whole new entry because what I have to say isn't important enough for that, just to tack onto the end of this already in existance entry (hmm... some philosophical things I could say about causily related existance here... but I won't because that would bore even me)
Something random that I like: tulle. As in, that net material stuff. Hot.
And: Greece.
And not: being single
but still, I like: arrogant boys.
noisy: having two snoring cats on the end of my bed as I type.
Sometimes I am sick of the person that I am. I mean, essentially I quite like myself, even with all my little oddities, and I have a great ability to a) over analyse things and b) still not regret them. I don't think I actually regret anything that has ever happend to me. If I had my time over, I would do everything exactly the same. If I didn't, I wouldn't be the person that I am. I mean, yeah - I'd have to put up with all that shit all over, and out of my 23 years there has been probably 17 of total and utter shit that I won't go into.
Even though sometimes I don't like where I'm at right now - as in, still at Uni, still in Melbourne, still single, still going to the same fucking pub with the same people every week - I know that I am working on changing that. I'm getting though Uni because I think having my degree is important (for me, not for everyone, but for me) and saving money and travelling more (not that I'm not really really grateful for the fact that I have already travelled a lot more than a lot of people my age) and (hopefully) falling in love and having a family and all of that crap. I mean, I'm young and I have so much to do.
One of my best friends had a friend (whom I had never met) die last week. That kind of make me think about things. She was younger than I am. Yeah... that's made me really put everything into perspective. There are things which are more important than others. It's more important for me to see the world than get stuck down in a career. It's more important to nurture good friendships and good relationships with my family than to get married.
Seeing the world, doing everything that there is to do. That's the most important thing to me right now - but I know that I can't do it until I have finished my degree. Otherwise I won't finish it.
I'm going to stop midnight raving now...
Shame your post was lost.
I wanted to know about your possible new job and your essay.
Who's Kimi?