I have insurance and im still going broke from medical bills, and I haven't even had the surgery I need yet.
and i have 3 part time jobs, but on top of that im trying to start my own company so i can do the things i love and not work for assholes. But to do that you need money to get started.
And i was trying to save up so I could move out of this god forsaken town and be near the only people that truly make me happy.
Everything is shit.
I cannot remember anytime in my life when I have truly enjoyed being alive. There are moments here and there but no extended period of time. On top of the shit we have to deal with daily, the problems of the world are probably the biggest depression, knowing that things are getting worse or at best staying the same, every country has tons of fucked up shit going on. Humanity is disgusting, we just need to be extinct already.
and i have 3 part time jobs, but on top of that im trying to start my own company so i can do the things i love and not work for assholes. But to do that you need money to get started.
And i was trying to save up so I could move out of this god forsaken town and be near the only people that truly make me happy.
Everything is shit.
I cannot remember anytime in my life when I have truly enjoyed being alive. There are moments here and there but no extended period of time. On top of the shit we have to deal with daily, the problems of the world are probably the biggest depression, knowing that things are getting worse or at best staying the same, every country has tons of fucked up shit going on. Humanity is disgusting, we just need to be extinct already.
Despite the fact that it demonstrates empathy and compassion, it has been suggested by some psychologists that we really shouldn't concern ourselves with a lot of the terrible things that are happening throughout the world simply on the grounds that there is reallistically nothing that we as individuals can do to rectify the situation therefore we are causing ourselves unnecessary worry by feeling bad about such things.
It's not all bad. There are many people out there doing a lot of good, performing acts of kindness etc. but that sort of thing is largely "too boring" to be deemed newsworthy. Most media reports on the basis that "if it bleeds, it leads"; it is the sensational and exceptional that is reported on.
Overall life has been, in wide terms, improving - health, life expectancy, standard of living, infant mortality generally improve decade by decade. It seems counter-intuitive but we can probably say that now is the best time to be alive in history.
In general what I am saying is that if you focus on it there is as much good in the world as there is bad.