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I'm back home...Austin...where ever... my trip went really well...i miss my family so much! my girlfriends had big gathering for me saturday night...much wine (not in mason jars) was had by all...

my little truck is cute...it's old and a tad beat up but i'm psyched! all paid for insurance and all...and in my name! Sweet! Thanks Dad!

was hoping to maybe check out the sockhop thing tonight but no clue about it where, time, what wear etc... so i guess taht means i'll be in for the night... bummer....

all being said...life is good...maybe finally on a upward turn...damn i need it!

prob will share more later when i'm bored in bed./... xoxo
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UPDATE.. BEWARE.... MASSIVE AMOUNTS OF CHEESE!!!


THANKS TO ALL!!!! Who made my trip to lafayette such a great one... Friday night with the girls was SO FREAKING special!!!
I have a hard time making girlfriends ( i think most are intimated by my overwhelming beauty! ) but you girls are the shit and i'm so glad to have you as friends!!!
CISSY the dinner was YUUUUUUMMMMMMYYYY!!!! As usual!!! I shoulda moved in with you long ago! just so you could feed me! course then i'd have gained alot more than the 10lbs i cant seem to loose! arg!! fat squishy ass! yuck!
ALANA!!! You are a true friend and i'll love you to pieces for always! You put it all together and even tho you were too toasted to say BYE!!! goofball...i know you love me back! So jealous of that enormous rock! i know you guys are gonna be so happy...he's the lucky one...dont ever forget that! :-)
JENNI, KATE, STACEY!!! You guys are the best sisters .... i just love hanging out with you and even tho you guys think i'm a complete freak show! I know you've learned to accept me for all of my rediculous quirks! and that really means alot!!
TOMMY!!! My tommy!!! how can it be 25 years that i've known you?!?!?! Sometimes i forget i'm actually older than 25...well that is until i look at my slightly saggy tits, beginning to dimple ass and minor eye lines (fuckers!) I had a blast with your family and hope we can all get together again soon!!!! I love that our boys hit it off so well.... makes my (cheesy) heart smile! Love ya !!

MOM AND DAD!!! You two TOGETHER have more than made up for the too many shitty life decisions i've continued to make over and again.... you are wonderful parents and i often feel that i dont deserve to have a DAD! love me the way you do.... Thank you for never giving up on me...thank you for believing in me! Thank you for being Proud of who i am! I love you! MOM...no words will be enough... you just know! I'm ur Numes! and i'm proud to be your clone!
if i've left anyone out it's because i'm alittle teary now so please do be offended....I love you guys! and wish life was alittle different so i could be back home.... but my very weak heart isnt ready for that move just yet! Someday!

Sorry for the cheesey note.... but you know me and you love me still you bunch of goofs!