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So when you rarely get dumped. And you don't wanna go crazy and bleach your hair... What do you do?

I feel that NEED. The need to make a big change in my life... no good reason. Just bad girl logic. I'm really good at having crazy girl logic that does not even make sense to other girls.

Any ideas for break-up cures? Or just small changes that feel big? I got some new make-up for job interviews. I kinda wanna go on dates... but it's too soon. Too sad. I just am acting crazy... and I need to stop doing that.

I wish I could get a job. It would be so distracting. I am so good at everything... lol... I have no idea why it's so hard to get a freaking job. I now it's hard out there... but DAMN.

Ideas my loved ones?