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You know when you say something to someone, and then you think about what you said and you realise that what you said came out completely wrong, and now you have made yourself sound like a complete dick head?

Well hello, my name is Amy, and i mostly always say things without thinking. Pleased to meet you.

What makes it worse is the fact that...
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jxpxwx:
i'm a guy, so that happens alot...lol
jimsmallman:
I find deleting sent messages helps a lot over time wink

I'm sure it's not THAT bad lady, worry not.

And ta for me birthday wishes x
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Hmmmmm....

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a very subtle change in tone. Im quite intuitive, a lot more than people give me credit for.
Something is definately different and i dont like it. The greeting, the frequency, the subject.
Maybe thats it, maybe i was always kidding myself.


Maybe its time to cut my losses now before i really get hurt.



I think i need to...
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jimsmallman:
Glad to hear it. Lets smile x
vedere:
Being nice isn't a crime smile
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Moving on is hard.

Although im pretty sure i dont want him anymore... actually i am definately sure i dont want him anymore.

But i come home from work and more than anything, i want a hug, a smile, just to collapse onto the sofa with someone and talk. Not that i ever did that with him. I just think i didnt realise how strange...
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jimsmallman:
Ta for the tattoos compliment smile

Moving on is hard. I'm in the middle of it at the mo. Some days better, some days worse. But it does get better eventually x
amytron:
cheers dude. I know you are right, i think im just a bit rundown cause im working all the overtime god sends and i officially have no life at the mo lol, when what i should be doing is going out with my mates and having fun!!!
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vedere:
Share the pick n mix...or else...

You may have camo on but you can't hide!!!
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Trust.


Its not something i do easily.

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Although i do get caught up the the moment a lot and probably give people i dont even know, a lot more slack then they have earned.
I have to take my time, analyze people, listen to things they say, see the things they do and piece it all together fillling in the blanks....
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sullenriot:
i think to trust people so easily is a silly thing, especially after that trust being shattered a few times not necessarily by the same person, but to trust so easily after it kind of means the next time it happens its kind of the one who gave out the trusts fault.
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Time for a fresh start.

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So. I spent all day cleaning the flat and later i am going to sort all through my wardrobe. I need to start again.

Its the first time i have been single in 3 years, its a bit daunting. I cant believe i had the guts to end it. 3 years is a long time. Plus...
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vedere:
Aww. How about a cabbage patch doll?
amytron:
Im thinking carebears, hello kitty, gummi bears, rainbows, rainbow brite, my little pony etc ....
best get my back finished before i start on that ventur tho
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vedere:
Rock Doll

If you had one of those books I'd go into gay overdrive and help you pick styles out. You know the books right...the one that you bring to the hairdresser and point at and say 'make me like that'

I know I did that and pointed to Kevin Keegan.

Failing that...this look works:




biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin

amytron:
lol!!!

I dont like either of those im afraid. Back to the drawing board.....
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Interesting fact about me...

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I always sleep with earplugs in. lol

Its because basically i have to cats that are bastards and run around all night so if i didnt wear said earplugs, i would get even less sleep if thats possible.

God im tired.

Oh and also, i am currently living on a diet consisting of 90% jacket potato. How...
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vedere:
I'm awaiting the next fact with baby wipes and dry shampoo in hand...