Right then.. the psychic reading....
It was 40 mins long so im not gonna write it out word for word, but i will do as much as i can.
Prepare yourself.... Its very very long!!
A=AmyTron
M=Medium
M: I feel like in the recent past, very recently, you have been trying to make some changesin your life. And you are aware that you cant rush things, that you have to take your time.
Around you at the moment you have got 2 cards of balance. You are trying to balance yourself out, but there is also the card of the lovers. There are a few people around you at the moment, the old and the new and you are trying to balance it all out. There is a lot of love around you, although you arent aware of it.
Are you feeling at the moment that a previous relationship.. things that have happened in the past, have stunted your growth?
A: Yes
M:ok, and you dont want to be a fool again.
A: No
M: There is a gentleman, someone around you at the moment, and things have changed recently. Around May?
A: Yes (note: i split with my fiance of 3 years in May, but we still live together because of the joint mortgage. We just completely ignore each other)
M: Have you got children? or has your ex partner got children?
A: No
M: Do you feel that your ex-partner can be very childish?
A: Yes
M: Is he about the same age as you but acts younger?
A: yeah i guess
M: You have started to take your heart out and feel love again havent you..
A:erm.... maybe
M: But its almost like you want to shut it back away again in a trunk. You have got this idea in your head.. the card of the castle.. its your idea of life and how you want life to be. And it doesnt all turn out the way you expect it to.
A: ok...
M: Do you like the sea?
A: erm... i guess so, i havent really been that many times.
M: ok, because i feel like you need to get away. Is that how you feel?
A: Yes
M: ok, well i have a strong feeling you are going to go somewhere very soon, where you will be near the sea.. (note: i didnt know at the time, but i have since arranged to visit Ollie and we will in fact be by the sea. Spooky)
M: I dont mean abroad... just somewhere near the sea. You shouldnt be afraid to be yourself. Dont listen to what other ppl say. You have made your mind up to make a new beginning.
A: Yes
M: The spirit world has been with you on that. I keep hearing of contracts to be drawn up. or signed.
A: erm... im not sure...(note: I dismissed this at the time, but she could well have been talking about my mortgage, and ownership of my property)
M: Are you doing some further education at work?
A: Nope
M: Well its almost as if the spirit world is pushing you forward with education. You should think about going back into it. (note: I have been thinking about this... i have recently ordered an Open University prospectus and was looking into creative writing courses...but i cant afford it so forgot about it)
M: you have had your confidence knocked.. but they are saying you can do it, and it will help you to grow in strength. You have tried 2 things in the past.. and they have been ok, but not really the things you wanted to do. (note: I started uni twice, first to do a degree in photography and secondly to do a degree in Fine Art. Which i have done nothing with, and have always wished i had done a more useful subject but i cant afford to go back now and already owe 9k in student loans)
M: You WILL find what it is you wanna do... but its almost like other people will be going 'what on earth is she doing that for?' But you need to follow what you believe to be right. and as you do that, and go forward, and do these things that will fit, others will follow you.
A: ok...
M: I feel you have got a very big heart. and you like helping people.
A: Yes
M: You are not very good at telling people to go away when they are doing your head in.
A: LOL!
M: I can tell that spirits are always around you and always working with you cause your neck has gone all red and blotchy.
A: Omg, that happens all the time!!
M: Thats spirits coming in close to you. right... this is going to sound really odd. When everything change in May, it meant you could take your heart out and feel again. So up until then, you thought you had it locked away. But then when this happened, you could feel pain and it woke you up. (note: i have often said that for the last few years i have been numb.. just floatin through life. and now that im single again, i feel so alive! I am myself again and i LOVE it)
M: and home is where the heart is. and i fel you need to balance out.. someone is trying to bring you an olive branch. and there is lots of love to come.... and you will know its right. ok? But you have GOT to start learning to pipe your own tune. Be you, and you will be a lot more settled.
M: Do you live with this man?
A: Yes
M: Did he have an affair or something?
A: No (note: unless she knows something i dont...?)
M:Have you recently lost someone to the spirit world?
A: No
M: Cause there is a lady here.. your moms mom. I feel she is a very strong woman. But i am also feeling that she is quite down to earth. (note: my nan died when i was about 13ish? and i miss her every day of my life, she was the most amazing woman i ever met)
M:When i was going into the energy to get her, i could hear birds, and she loved teh birds and the garden.
A: Yes (note: every weekend from when i was born to when she dies was spent in my nans amazing garden. Lots of beautiful memories)
M: You havent got a garden have you...
A: No (note: i live in a new build apartment on 2nd floor)
M: Your nan is talking about not being able to go in the garden, you must love going in the garden and now you cant. I feel.... did you call her nan?
A: Yes
M: She said she was quite spiritual as well.. but she never did anything with it like your mom did, cause your mom told me she used to be a medium. Were you a very quiet little girl? She is saying that you were a beautiful quiet little girl. up until you were about 13 she says. (note: when i hit 13 i became a nightmare teenager.. i just hid in my room all the time)
M: was your nan the kind of person to kick your ex partner into shape?
a: lol yes! if she had known him
M: Have you found out something about him that you didnt know?
a: not really
M: Or you were turning a blind eye to it?
A: Yeah i ignored stuff for a long time and just lived with it
M: So it was like a light switch going on then, when you finally thought, ' i cant ignore this anymore' . Can i ask if you have ever had any involvement with drugs?
A: erm.. yeah. (note: im not gonna go into it here... i did some stuff when i was at uni but nothing major, i mean i wasnt doing crack and heroin!)
M: she is saying, that everybody experiments, but some ppl take it further..
A: ok.... (?)
M: very private lady, this lady. But i feel she has tried to communicate with you herself, and you have been having repetitive thoughts in your head. which is when, you stopped ignoring things. Do you feel stuck?
A: Yes
M: She said that you love him, but on the other hand you want so much more. (note: i do love him.. but only like a brother. There is nothing else there at all anymore)
She is saying, you gave him a shot, and he seemed to wake up and listen to you but he has gone back now. She is saying sometimes you have to do something really drastic. But she isnt telling you what to do. But she supports your decision. She is saying you HAD to do that. She is saying, build up your self esteem, and go and do more education. Once you do it you will see that next place where you want to go in life. (nore: this is all well and good, but i have no idea what i would do further education in and i HAVE NO MONEY!!)
M: And people will follow you, and you will get the love that you want. She wants you to pipe your own tune, the one you used to pipe. Although you were a quiet girl, you were very much an individual. and she wants you to get back to that. She just said that you are ' A really amazing person and you have shown real strength'. 'and why do you doubt yourself so much? It wasnt you. It wasnt your fault'
A: ok
M: Would you know why she is showing me loads of ironing?
A: LOL Yes. ((note: in the set up we have at home, i do all the cleaning and Marks only job is to do all the ironing, but he lets it pile up until i have nothing left to wear and i force him to do it)
M: Your nan is giving me a necklace, a string of pearls, or some rosary beads and she wants me to give them to you to play with. Are you a bit of a fidget, do you need something to do all of the time?
A: Yep
M: She always used to give you lots of praise when you were little. You like reading dont you, she said you always had your nose stuck in a book or a comic.and you used to play games with her. (note: my nan taught me how to play card games and dominoes and playing these was always a major part of my visits)
M: You know what you have got to do she says, you just need to keep taking one step forward. and she is holding your hand every step of the way. But your grandad is here too and he is pushing you. They are saying, 'oh forget him and move on' cause they are bringing in more love for you. But i feel you have to feel the inner you and strength to carry on. Do you have trouble sleeping? are you a senstive sleeper?
A: Yes, i sleep with earplugs in
M: you need to remember and pay attention to your dreams, cause they are a clue to where you are going. Are you fed up in your work? they want you to do something about this. You are very caring and need to do soemthing where you can use this. Think about mental health, think about how you can use what you already know and how you can adapt it. You are very creative and you are so bored. and its not you. Do you like flowers?
A: Yes
M: Have you ever tried flower arranging?
A: lol! i was actually thinking of doing a night class it that.
M: I can see you sticking lots of beautiful flowers in a vase and arranging them. (note: a few days before this i went and brought myself a load of flowers.. because i think i have only been brought flowers twice in the last 3 years and i just really wanted some to brighten up my room. I got them home and i spent ages arranging them in a vase and i kept thinking.. i could do this for a living)
M: I feel like you need to learn how to use what you already know to help other people. ok. Have i helped you at all?
A: i guess so
M: was there anything else you wanted to know?
A: just about the future and relationships etc.
M: There will be one... as soon as you are over the last you will find it. You might already be over it. But remember you need to look after you now and grow as a person. There is no rush. It will be about 12 months before you get into anything serious again, but you are going to have a lot of fun along the way.
Phew!!! Thats about the end. Sorry it was so long.
It was 40 mins long so im not gonna write it out word for word, but i will do as much as i can.
Prepare yourself.... Its very very long!!
A=AmyTron
M=Medium
M: I feel like in the recent past, very recently, you have been trying to make some changesin your life. And you are aware that you cant rush things, that you have to take your time.
Around you at the moment you have got 2 cards of balance. You are trying to balance yourself out, but there is also the card of the lovers. There are a few people around you at the moment, the old and the new and you are trying to balance it all out. There is a lot of love around you, although you arent aware of it.
Are you feeling at the moment that a previous relationship.. things that have happened in the past, have stunted your growth?
A: Yes
M:ok, and you dont want to be a fool again.
A: No
M: There is a gentleman, someone around you at the moment, and things have changed recently. Around May?
A: Yes (note: i split with my fiance of 3 years in May, but we still live together because of the joint mortgage. We just completely ignore each other)
M: Have you got children? or has your ex partner got children?
A: No
M: Do you feel that your ex-partner can be very childish?
A: Yes
M: Is he about the same age as you but acts younger?
A: yeah i guess
M: You have started to take your heart out and feel love again havent you..
A:erm.... maybe
M: But its almost like you want to shut it back away again in a trunk. You have got this idea in your head.. the card of the castle.. its your idea of life and how you want life to be. And it doesnt all turn out the way you expect it to.
A: ok...
M: Do you like the sea?
A: erm... i guess so, i havent really been that many times.
M: ok, because i feel like you need to get away. Is that how you feel?
A: Yes
M: ok, well i have a strong feeling you are going to go somewhere very soon, where you will be near the sea.. (note: i didnt know at the time, but i have since arranged to visit Ollie and we will in fact be by the sea. Spooky)
M: I dont mean abroad... just somewhere near the sea. You shouldnt be afraid to be yourself. Dont listen to what other ppl say. You have made your mind up to make a new beginning.
A: Yes
M: The spirit world has been with you on that. I keep hearing of contracts to be drawn up. or signed.
A: erm... im not sure...(note: I dismissed this at the time, but she could well have been talking about my mortgage, and ownership of my property)
M: Are you doing some further education at work?
A: Nope
M: Well its almost as if the spirit world is pushing you forward with education. You should think about going back into it. (note: I have been thinking about this... i have recently ordered an Open University prospectus and was looking into creative writing courses...but i cant afford it so forgot about it)
M: you have had your confidence knocked.. but they are saying you can do it, and it will help you to grow in strength. You have tried 2 things in the past.. and they have been ok, but not really the things you wanted to do. (note: I started uni twice, first to do a degree in photography and secondly to do a degree in Fine Art. Which i have done nothing with, and have always wished i had done a more useful subject but i cant afford to go back now and already owe 9k in student loans)
M: You WILL find what it is you wanna do... but its almost like other people will be going 'what on earth is she doing that for?' But you need to follow what you believe to be right. and as you do that, and go forward, and do these things that will fit, others will follow you.
A: ok...
M: I feel you have got a very big heart. and you like helping people.
A: Yes
M: You are not very good at telling people to go away when they are doing your head in.
A: LOL!
M: I can tell that spirits are always around you and always working with you cause your neck has gone all red and blotchy.
A: Omg, that happens all the time!!
M: Thats spirits coming in close to you. right... this is going to sound really odd. When everything change in May, it meant you could take your heart out and feel again. So up until then, you thought you had it locked away. But then when this happened, you could feel pain and it woke you up. (note: i have often said that for the last few years i have been numb.. just floatin through life. and now that im single again, i feel so alive! I am myself again and i LOVE it)
M: and home is where the heart is. and i fel you need to balance out.. someone is trying to bring you an olive branch. and there is lots of love to come.... and you will know its right. ok? But you have GOT to start learning to pipe your own tune. Be you, and you will be a lot more settled.
M: Do you live with this man?
A: Yes
M: Did he have an affair or something?
A: No (note: unless she knows something i dont...?)
M:Have you recently lost someone to the spirit world?
A: No
M: Cause there is a lady here.. your moms mom. I feel she is a very strong woman. But i am also feeling that she is quite down to earth. (note: my nan died when i was about 13ish? and i miss her every day of my life, she was the most amazing woman i ever met)
M:When i was going into the energy to get her, i could hear birds, and she loved teh birds and the garden.
A: Yes (note: every weekend from when i was born to when she dies was spent in my nans amazing garden. Lots of beautiful memories)
M: You havent got a garden have you...
A: No (note: i live in a new build apartment on 2nd floor)
M: Your nan is talking about not being able to go in the garden, you must love going in the garden and now you cant. I feel.... did you call her nan?
A: Yes
M: She said she was quite spiritual as well.. but she never did anything with it like your mom did, cause your mom told me she used to be a medium. Were you a very quiet little girl? She is saying that you were a beautiful quiet little girl. up until you were about 13 she says. (note: when i hit 13 i became a nightmare teenager.. i just hid in my room all the time)
M: was your nan the kind of person to kick your ex partner into shape?
a: lol yes! if she had known him
M: Have you found out something about him that you didnt know?
a: not really
M: Or you were turning a blind eye to it?
A: Yeah i ignored stuff for a long time and just lived with it
M: So it was like a light switch going on then, when you finally thought, ' i cant ignore this anymore' . Can i ask if you have ever had any involvement with drugs?
A: erm.. yeah. (note: im not gonna go into it here... i did some stuff when i was at uni but nothing major, i mean i wasnt doing crack and heroin!)
M: she is saying, that everybody experiments, but some ppl take it further..
A: ok.... (?)
M: very private lady, this lady. But i feel she has tried to communicate with you herself, and you have been having repetitive thoughts in your head. which is when, you stopped ignoring things. Do you feel stuck?
A: Yes
M: She said that you love him, but on the other hand you want so much more. (note: i do love him.. but only like a brother. There is nothing else there at all anymore)
She is saying, you gave him a shot, and he seemed to wake up and listen to you but he has gone back now. She is saying sometimes you have to do something really drastic. But she isnt telling you what to do. But she supports your decision. She is saying you HAD to do that. She is saying, build up your self esteem, and go and do more education. Once you do it you will see that next place where you want to go in life. (nore: this is all well and good, but i have no idea what i would do further education in and i HAVE NO MONEY!!)
M: And people will follow you, and you will get the love that you want. She wants you to pipe your own tune, the one you used to pipe. Although you were a quiet girl, you were very much an individual. and she wants you to get back to that. She just said that you are ' A really amazing person and you have shown real strength'. 'and why do you doubt yourself so much? It wasnt you. It wasnt your fault'
A: ok
M: Would you know why she is showing me loads of ironing?
A: LOL Yes. ((note: in the set up we have at home, i do all the cleaning and Marks only job is to do all the ironing, but he lets it pile up until i have nothing left to wear and i force him to do it)
M: Your nan is giving me a necklace, a string of pearls, or some rosary beads and she wants me to give them to you to play with. Are you a bit of a fidget, do you need something to do all of the time?
A: Yep
M: She always used to give you lots of praise when you were little. You like reading dont you, she said you always had your nose stuck in a book or a comic.and you used to play games with her. (note: my nan taught me how to play card games and dominoes and playing these was always a major part of my visits)
M: You know what you have got to do she says, you just need to keep taking one step forward. and she is holding your hand every step of the way. But your grandad is here too and he is pushing you. They are saying, 'oh forget him and move on' cause they are bringing in more love for you. But i feel you have to feel the inner you and strength to carry on. Do you have trouble sleeping? are you a senstive sleeper?
A: Yes, i sleep with earplugs in
M: you need to remember and pay attention to your dreams, cause they are a clue to where you are going. Are you fed up in your work? they want you to do something about this. You are very caring and need to do soemthing where you can use this. Think about mental health, think about how you can use what you already know and how you can adapt it. You are very creative and you are so bored. and its not you. Do you like flowers?
A: Yes
M: Have you ever tried flower arranging?
A: lol! i was actually thinking of doing a night class it that.
M: I can see you sticking lots of beautiful flowers in a vase and arranging them. (note: a few days before this i went and brought myself a load of flowers.. because i think i have only been brought flowers twice in the last 3 years and i just really wanted some to brighten up my room. I got them home and i spent ages arranging them in a vase and i kept thinking.. i could do this for a living)
M: I feel like you need to learn how to use what you already know to help other people. ok. Have i helped you at all?
A: i guess so
M: was there anything else you wanted to know?
A: just about the future and relationships etc.
M: There will be one... as soon as you are over the last you will find it. You might already be over it. But remember you need to look after you now and grow as a person. There is no rush. It will be about 12 months before you get into anything serious again, but you are going to have a lot of fun along the way.
Phew!!! Thats about the end. Sorry it was so long.
I just kind took a step back and said the ball was in his court and i dont expect anything. If he does something about it thats good, if not, then at least I don't get my hopes dashed!