amplifiedzombie

i really feel like i have no where to post this but i swear, some days i just feel like shit. i dont know if its because of the weather, its winter now or that i am now on birth control (sorry guys) or it could just be a mixture but i am feeling so moody lately. its gotten a little better but i fucking hate feeling like this. i just get so upset with eric and i feel like i shouldnt but its like, wow did we hang out like an accumulative of maybe 5 hours this week?? im glad youre hanging out with your friends too but maybe you could make some time for me too, a night where it could just be you and me? not ditch me for a few hours? im sorry im not social as i used to be i dont know whats wrong with me i dont know what i dont like hanging out anymore i think im just over this place fuck im crying goodbye