So here it is the end of leave and I'm just waiting on a plane that will take me back to work and away from my family for the next four months.
Time went by too quickly and while I had fun it seems as if I didn't have enough time to get every thing I want done done.
So much had changed here and at times I feel like a stranger within my own home....but of course it's not my home; I just stay here between deployments..
So now it's time to go away and get back to the place that seems more and more like my real home; deployment. It sucks I know, but these people here are not my friends nor are they my family.
My son is here, as is Roxxee, but at time I feel so estranged that it gets lonely here, and I don't know what to say to them.
So that's all for now and all that silly depressing ranting that I feel I can go though.
Time went by too quickly and while I had fun it seems as if I didn't have enough time to get every thing I want done done.
So much had changed here and at times I feel like a stranger within my own home....but of course it's not my home; I just stay here between deployments..
So now it's time to go away and get back to the place that seems more and more like my real home; deployment. It sucks I know, but these people here are not my friends nor are they my family.
My son is here, as is Roxxee, but at time I feel so estranged that it gets lonely here, and I don't know what to say to them.
So that's all for now and all that silly depressing ranting that I feel I can go though.