So I have return to a place not too familiar and with less than I had when I first arrived.
I have seen what I wanted to be slip away and I have become something entirely different.
I have been and done with a heavy heart...
Laughed and cried with a smile in my eyes...
And I have stared into the night and thought to myself at the meaning of all this and I have yet to find and answer to any of it.
I think I shall never know any save for the half formed ramblings of a drunk man stumbling into his home at 3 in the morning looking for what he lost months ago.
I have fallen so far from what it was that I thought I was.
I have seen what I wanted to be slip away and I have become something entirely different.
I have been and done with a heavy heart...
Laughed and cried with a smile in my eyes...
And I have stared into the night and thought to myself at the meaning of all this and I have yet to find and answer to any of it.
I think I shall never know any save for the half formed ramblings of a drunk man stumbling into his home at 3 in the morning looking for what he lost months ago.
I have fallen so far from what it was that I thought I was.