Sunday Aug 06, 2006

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Sometimes...I just want to dissapear into the depths of all that is dark and isolated. For no apparent reason. Just because....I can.
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handsomejoe:
It was great seeing you again. While we were down there, we noticed that Hank III will be playing on the 25th, so we may be heading back down there again pretty soon.
godsmoker:
....and listen to NIN non-stop. wink

Friday Jul 28, 2006

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You know...I'm getting sick of looking at the SG page on Myspace...and whenever they post a preview picture of a new set that went up on SG that day, all these little girls feel the need to chime in and trash on the SG if she doesn't have enough tattoos or piercings...or that she doesn't live up to their expectation of what an SG should...
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sensoryoverload:
Yeah, the internet is full of people and their negativity. Jealousy is definitly one of the catalysts for their opinions. And one thing I never understood about the goth, punk, alternative lifestyle or whatever subgenre name(s) you want to call it...is how they can preach and complain about people passing judgement on who they are, but at the same time, are the first to judge another. Thats hypocrisy at its worst...
godsmoker:
Myspace is filled with sheep. I really only use it to keep up with people I know personally.

Glad things are going well with your boy! I've been partying a little too much lately. ARRR!!!

Sunday Jul 23, 2006

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Ok, so I haven't had a cigarette in three days now. I can feel my body trying to rejuvinate itself...but my psyche is falling to shit. I'm not happy...in fact, I'm depressed. But I don't want to smoke cigarettes anymore.

My boyfriend is moving from Phoenix soon. I'm excited...but I'm afraid. I'm afraid I won't live up to his humanly expectations of the 'perfect girlfriend.'...
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russtoleum:
change is scary but thats what makes it fun
mothra:
Change can be good. Getting used to new shit sucks, but in the end at least half the time it ends up being better right.

So you could win, you could lose... but you have to know.

Thursday Jul 20, 2006

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Life is good. That is all.

and you?
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calmer_than_you:
It's going...

just trying to make it better smile
clarkekid:
Meh... could be better. I'm sure "better" is just aroud the corner somewhere.

Tuesday Jul 11, 2006

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I leave in less than three hours for my father's funeral. Eeeek. frown
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godsmoker:
Awwww... I'm sooo sorry. And all late and wrong. frown

I hope you are dealing with it okay.
missdates:
Sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you.

Wednesday Jul 05, 2006

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My trip to Phoenix for the 4th of July was horrifying to say the least. Who knew us Tucson folk, would bring rain with us. To the point of not being able to drive back. We made it about half-way home, to Casa Grande, when the rain/dust/wind became full-force. There were about 30 cars pulled over on the side of the highway. Even trying to...
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godsmoker:
I think I brought the east coast rain with me when I moved out here to the mid-west...lol. It's kinda nice for the trees and other foliage.

Sorry to hear that your trip was a bummer due to the rain. frown

Sunday Jul 02, 2006

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Hmmm.....boys are silly.

I had a great weekend.

How was your's?
jamisunlee:
glad to hear you had a nice weekend.

wish i could say the same.
godsmoker:
Glad to hear it!

I bet mine was just as good, maybe better. biggrin

Wednesday Jun 28, 2006

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Oh let's see....

The Asylum pool team (which I'm apart of) slaughtered the O'Malleys team, in league tonight.

Saw Mankind Is Obselete & Alter Der Ruine tonight. MKIO was amazing...and the lead singer chick is so effin cute. They did a cover of NIN, and I about had a heart attack, it was so good. Hard act to follow, but ADR did an amazing job,...
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godsmoker:
Wow... a cover of a NIN song... those are hard to duplicate.

I'm glad to hear life has been fair to you through all the BS lately. Damn boys and their games. wink

Sunday Jun 25, 2006

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So in my previous post I spoke of how it's hard seeing your ex with someone new. It's even harder when that ex is telling guys that like you, to watch out, because he doesn't want to see you talk to other guys. I guess he wants to have his cake, and eat it too.
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greggster:
that's lame.....super lame
yoshi_____:
Dam! I'm sure karma will kick in..

Wednesday Jun 21, 2006

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It pretty much sucks having to see your ex "with" a new person. I hope this passes. frown
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godsmoker:
You could easily find someone else, but I can see that you're probably not the shallow type. It will pass with time, as everything does.

Hanging with freinds is a good distraction. smile
ms:
It passes. Just enjoy being single. Go have some fun and spend time on you.

And if you need to while away the hours you can always come to Phoenix. I'll take your mind off things. wink
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