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My mind is exploding with a million ideas, everything all at once.

I am slowly but surely checking things off my to do list and it feels really amazing. i feel like I am slowly accomplishing things for myself.

I needed last night so much. It started off crying and ended up really great. I stayed up late with some people I consider good friends....
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heartyou:
The word flow makes me giggle.

AHHH I love F words biggrin
bedheadchicken:
My pony will be named Sasselfrass Fezzelstick. I'll ride Sasselfrass Fezzzelstick every day. I'll ride him onto a boat and me and Sasslefrass Fezzlestick will ride around on a boat out on the ocean and look at the stars. He'll be my best friend.

So yes, please put in your order for 2 ponys. I need Sasselfrass Fezzelstick as soon as possible.

How are things with you?
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Today I have a French Vanilla Latte, it's quiet in the office, it's Friday, and for the first time this week I feel like everything is all going to be ok.

I wish him the best, and i hope he finds the happiness everyone knows that he deserves. kiss

I have CAMERON this weekend. biggrin

Do you guys know of anything fun and exciting for a 3...
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heartyou:
WHEN am I going to see you confused
iamphoto:
Love you
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I can't do anything right. Seriously.

In the end I always fuck up someone that I care about.

And I lose. always.
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lassedk:
I've made a stupid little "cheer up" video on my journal... hope it can make you smile, just for a little while smile

[Edited on Mar 17, 2005 3:03AM]
doolittle:
i'm glad your back... what happened?
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this may have been one of the worst things I have ever done. blackeyed

now all I have to do is try to fix it.

screw try, now all i have to do is fix it. period.
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thedarkness:
Glad it made you smile, good luck with whatever you are going to fix.
mothra:
nevermind
kiss

[Edited on Mar 15, 2005 10:11AM]
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So I am not going to be active on SG very much anymore. Same goes with myspace (which I'll probably delete).

Too much of my life has been dictated by the internet. and it's such a facade. I called so many people last night to see what they were doing, because I was having a really rough night with some important news. Out of everyone...
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coliwali:
While there is some tiny chance Ill bump into you thru Kristen. In case I dont, it was nice meeting you those couple times. You seem like a real standup gal. smile But still, its only a website and it sounds like youve got other things you need to focus on.
calmer_than_you:
i don't get returns on my msgs =/
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It is nice to be back at work again. I missed my job, and I truly like what I'm doing. Even though it's a small company, it contues to grow and you have alot of the freedoms a big office lacks. I'm a hard working when there's work to be done and I like to keep on top of things with my job. That seems...
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blaueminxaugen:
gooood times. *jumps around like a heroine addicted kangaroo* woooooooshhhhhhhhhhhhh!
iamphoto:
hey sweet thing. im sick.. sorry i havent been around.
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I'm reading a book called the Unbearable lightness of Being.

I can relate to it so much.



What's everyone doing this weekend?
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tobba:
Milan Kundera is awesome. Make sure that you read more of his works, you'll be glad...
hadesjones:
Weekend was spent on time with other people. All good and such but need some time with myself. Maybe today, maybe tomorrow who knows. Hope you enjoy the book biggrin

Kisses and best wishes (with hugs thrown in of course)

Hades love
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You know what? I'm editing this stupid fucking journal.

I'm pissed about other's people's bullshit today, and my own. I'm fucking pissed of people taking advantage of me, and thinking that I'm a nice person, so I'll understand. Because I am a nice person and I WON'T let people ruin that. Much easier to say "fuck you buddy" and walk away then let it tear...
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og_stinger:
Remember, Fuckity, Fuck, Fuck. biggrin
doolittle:
??? where are you my pretty?
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This is not all one sided. Things are not always as they appear to be.

I am happier, yet mean words that are spoken still sit in my mind.

I hope things work out for him. and for me. I think they will.
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doolittle:
hope your first day back to work was good, and that the new vehicle doesn't suck. kiss
squishylizards:
hope the drive back went well....

I went out to do kareoke after you got dropped off, and who did i run into? frickin' Gabe. I really don't think he's changed a bit biggrin He says hi.
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So I'm upset today.

Don't get me wrong, I am happy the way some things are looking right now, very happy.

Others just seem to be falling apart and there's nothing I can do.

I guess that's life. surreal
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calmer_than_you:
see you tonight dude...
annamei:
i'm sorry that you are upset, it was good seeing you today & i really hope you can make it tonight kiss kiss kiss