Monday Mar 17, 2003

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clubs can be so so boring


yeahh...

my kelly is coming home today or tomorrow

but i cant seem to get excited over it.

i think ill go out to the movies again tonight.

dates with myself so rock.
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montreuxcat:
I love dates with myself, heh. I actually love going to movies by myself, you know? It's comforting in a weird way... I dunno.

Sometimes I wish I had someone here constantly just to tell me that it's all going to be okay.. that I don't need to figure everything out right away... that it'll work out. And I wish I could believe them.

::hug:: hope things are good with you.
dilligan:
Glad to have you back. The only cute SG member in my neck of the woods.

Sunday Mar 16, 2003

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yeahhhh

ew i feel sick now.
i should have eaten

drugs are ahsdlkhsd

yeahhhh

last night was way too much.

whatever.
tonight im supose to go dancing but id otn really want to, though i want to see gnatty, and d'arcy and kinda my best friend. maybe i wont. whatever.

SICKK

Burning. and i cant stop shaking.
ack robot
sexydevil:
Beat it wont be the same without youfrown

Of course I wont be there either.

I hope you feel better soon .
dilligan:
Did you leave and come back?

Saturday Mar 15, 2003

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yeahhhh
i need to get out

i want my girlfriend...
wait...

i dont have one of those either...
_v_:
i'm with you there lady
i lost mine
trilobyte:
I'm with you... good luck in changing both those situations.

Friday Mar 14, 2003

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YAY!!!!
sooo sooo soo
my friend oso on here decided that he wanted to be a doll and renew my account for me, soo ladies and gents, i am now here for 3 more months.

YAY!!!!!! love
oso:
one day, ages ago it seems, i was cruising thru the Hookup tab, and i came across you and saw that i was on your Friends list.

you don't know what that meant to me. biggrin

i can't let you go so easy.

Wednesday Mar 12, 2003

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yeah in like 2 days my account expires how sad.
soooo for the final... hmmmm
i dont even fucking know.

yeah i had a date
with myself
and i was late
and so i jjust stood myself up.

fuck yeah
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melissa2:
renew...........you WANT to see me nekkid right? or not......
montreuxcat:
ack, you're leaving? I'll miss your journal entries. i mean, a lot. we should keep in touch.

Tuesday Mar 11, 2003

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a bottle of wine and 16 shots of espresso is a BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD IDEA

the results= puke puke puke puke puke puke puke puke
oso:
good god woman!!!

makes me queasy just reading it....

Monday Mar 10, 2003

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8 shots of espresso in 2 hours... not THAT bad.

but my head hurts now... eitehr i had too much or need more.
caffeine. ack.

oh yes and i want to puke

getting stood up 2 times in one weekend by the same girl is not fun.
its actually rather depressing.

when you can feel your heart sinking deep into your stomach and your throat gets...
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montreuxcat:
hey darlin, thanks for the write-back.. i shall respond in kind when i get my ass off this website, hehe.

ack, 8 shots in a row... I did 5 once, and I got shaky and sick to my stomach... heh, that's what I get for working the opening shift at a coffeeshop I guess.

sorry about getting stood up, that's one of the most frustrating, sad feelings... ::hug:: i hope things get better in your world.

"take me home... take me home and leave me there... i think i wanna cry, i don't know why, think i wanna sing myself a lullaby... feel free to listen, feel free to stare." -ani d

I love those lyrics...
kiss
melissa2:
it's okay to stay.......some people aren't always ready to pack up their bags and move on.

Don't be so hard on yourself.

Saturday Mar 08, 2003

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hmmm
assholes.

somebody's got to be interested in how i feel
just 'cause i'm here
and i'm real
frown frown frown frown frown
melissa2:
kiss

i'm here
montreuxcat:
tightened my belt around my hips.. where your hands were missing.

hope everything's okay in the land of you. you're too neat to not have beautiful things in your world... kiss

i opened the fire door..

Thursday Mar 06, 2003

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i got new tattoos cause i was bored and needed something mroe in my life.
yay for my sore arm

hmm mortality.

somoene renew my subscription cause i have no money!.
=(

if not gimme yer aim names so i can keep in contact with some of yo.

thank you people who tell me im lovely and pretty.
you know who you are
<3333 the...
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oso:
osomalvado

AIM me if you want.
i added you, but i'll wait 'til i hear from you first.

congrats on the new ink. biggrin

i've always thought you were beautiful, but just figured you wouldn't want to hear that from me.
dilligan:
Good, the more tats the better. I dont have AIM but I'll send you something else. Its kinda weird, your like 20 min drive away.

Monday Mar 03, 2003

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i am up again against the skin of my guitar, in the window of my life looking out through the bars.



with much still left to do... im moving to san francisco.
oh and my art of rolling ciggs has gone WAY down
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montreuxcat:
Just reminding you that you're lovely. and fucking cool, for that matter. ::grin:: kiss

I long to move to San Francisco... and wander around and take trolleys to obscure cafes, all the while talking to strangers and making eyes at stray kittens. whatever
jimnasty:
how do you add faces? smile
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