8 shots of espresso in 2 hours... not THAT bad.
but my head hurts now... eitehr i had too much or need more.
caffeine. ack.
oh yes and i want to
getting stood up 2 times in one weekend by the same girl is not fun.
its actually rather depressing.
when you can feel your heart sinking deep into your stomach and your throat gets knotted, it cant be a good sign.
and all this makes me wany to cry, but not. there is no real logical reason to, but inside my heart and body and mind is all weeping and i am drowning in the sorrow that im creating. why? there is no reason.
pack your bags and move on. stop whining.
pick up your shit and go.
you are free.
but my head hurts now... eitehr i had too much or need more.
caffeine. ack.
oh yes and i want to
getting stood up 2 times in one weekend by the same girl is not fun.
its actually rather depressing.
when you can feel your heart sinking deep into your stomach and your throat gets knotted, it cant be a good sign.
and all this makes me wany to cry, but not. there is no real logical reason to, but inside my heart and body and mind is all weeping and i am drowning in the sorrow that im creating. why? there is no reason.
pack your bags and move on. stop whining.
pick up your shit and go.
you are free.
ack, 8 shots in a row... I did 5 once, and I got shaky and sick to my stomach... heh, that's what I get for working the opening shift at a coffeeshop I guess.
sorry about getting stood up, that's one of the most frustrating, sad feelings... ::hug:: i hope things get better in your world.
"take me home... take me home and leave me there... i think i wanna cry, i don't know why, think i wanna sing myself a lullaby... feel free to listen, feel free to stare." -ani d
I love those lyrics...
Don't be so hard on yourself.