its the last hour of my birthday.
if i die today, ill be the happy phantom.
birthdays are dumb.
it was terrible
but...
the taurus is lovely.
the gemini is a bitch.
and the virgo is the gemini;s protoge.
the last hour of my birthday.
i have my hand rolled cigarette.
im sitting alone in my room.
i have no presents.
i dont want anything...
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if i die today, ill be the happy phantom.
birthdays are dumb.
it was terrible
but...
the taurus is lovely.
the gemini is a bitch.
and the virgo is the gemini;s protoge.
the last hour of my birthday.
i have my hand rolled cigarette.
im sitting alone in my room.
i have no presents.
i dont want anything...
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i cant seep.
its almost 6am and i havent gone to bed yet.
but i did clean EVERYTHING.
the worst smell is ciggarette and soap mixed.
its making me sick
its almost 6am and i havent gone to bed yet.
but i did clean EVERYTHING.
the worst smell is ciggarette and soap mixed.
its making me sick
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digdug:
happy b-day
hope you get everything you want
hope you get everything you want
montreuxcat:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY... heh... hope you have a wonderful, wonderful, and yet again wonderful day. You're lovely and awesome, don't forget it! Kick ass and take names, chica... xxoo, Robin.
i think that sums it up
oso:
i'll hold your head and help you clean up afterwards.
RAH RAH REPLICA
i painted my car
if you live in LA and see this psycho honda civic with neon yellow and orange paint and jack skellington skull on the front hood and a bat on the trunk.... thats me.
mwuahahahah
went to club bang last night and beat it tonight.
thats 4 clubs in a row.
i so fucking rock.
hmmm
le taurus
anyhow...
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i painted my car
if you live in LA and see this psycho honda civic with neon yellow and orange paint and jack skellington skull on the front hood and a bat on the trunk.... thats me.
mwuahahahah
went to club bang last night and beat it tonight.
thats 4 clubs in a row.
i so fucking rock.
hmmm
le taurus
anyhow...
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nenia:
birthdays are scary...=X happy bday tho anyway hehe.
mmm
last night was lovely.
good sex with pretty girl makes everything wonderful.
i saw the gemini at Synthetic. she was drunk and making me sit on her lap and saying she was sorry for being mean and telling me she loved me and to call her. hah yeah sure.
then i went to Darla's, a Taurus. hmmm
shes lovely.
i saw Angelene the model...
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last night was lovely.
good sex with pretty girl makes everything wonderful.
i saw the gemini at Synthetic. she was drunk and making me sit on her lap and saying she was sorry for being mean and telling me she loved me and to call her. hah yeah sure.
then i went to Darla's, a Taurus. hmmm
shes lovely.
i saw Angelene the model...
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digdug:
I saw Angelyne last week too - driving in her pink corvette.
Did you hear Princess Superstar at Synthetic? I was gonna go.......but then I didn't......oh well.
Did you hear Princess Superstar at Synthetic? I was gonna go.......but then I didn't......oh well.
digdug:
Crazy! Was Angelyne there on her own or was she part of some kinda sponsored thing? Ironic that she was there.
tonight i go to princess superstar with my girls.
the gemini is supose to go. we shall see..
i bought a coat. i look like the girl from the avengers in it. very 60s looking. hmm im a detective. and i got a hat. its not a top hat but its suave.
darla is supose to be there too.
so many people.
anyhow.
its cold....
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the gemini is supose to go. we shall see..
i bought a coat. i look like the girl from the avengers in it. very 60s looking. hmm im a detective. and i got a hat. its not a top hat but its suave.
darla is supose to be there too.
so many people.
anyhow.
its cold....
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its been forever it seems since ive written.
the gemini and i didnt work out, to put mildly.
on to other things.
i just ate and i feel entirely disgusted. i ate actually some time about, maybe 30minute-1hour ago and its just setting in now and i feel, so grossed out. i cant handle it.
i get to go drink away my sorrows. or more...
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the gemini and i didnt work out, to put mildly.
on to other things.
i just ate and i feel entirely disgusted. i ate actually some time about, maybe 30minute-1hour ago and its just setting in now and i feel, so grossed out. i cant handle it.
i get to go drink away my sorrows. or more...
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brokenalice:
Wow I didn't realize your bday is the same as my sister's. Damn 10 days, I gotta get crackin' on her present.
Sorry about the gemini... girls are nothing but trouble anyway.
Sorry about the gemini... girls are nothing but trouble anyway.
nudwig:
that movie sucked. today's will be better
im not feeling rather poetic today. or elequant.
my hair smells of dust and parfume and just plain dirty hair. my clothes are marinated in the dirt that flys off the ground and spins around me everytime i walk to my car. i have no money. $4. 60 in my checking. an d a dollar in my savings. i dont know what im going to...
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my hair smells of dust and parfume and just plain dirty hair. my clothes are marinated in the dirt that flys off the ground and spins around me everytime i walk to my car. i have no money. $4. 60 in my checking. an d a dollar in my savings. i dont know what im going to...
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montreuxcat:
just saying hallo during my journal-update-respond-to-everyone-else's-journal-hour...! (very british.. hallo... gotta love it.) hope life's treating you brilliantly.
oso:
where you at?
hope everything's alright with ya.
hope everything's alright with ya.
i dont comment much on peoples journals, becasue really i dont know what to say. i read them. sometimes i comment. some people think im a bitch cause i get pissy when people dont comment on mine. i dont expect that anymore. im building up a thank you. to MontreuxCat. i dont know your name. you are a lovely lovely girl.
time to write...
my...
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time to write...
my...
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nudwig:
you shouldn't drink red bull, it has synthetic (so they say) bull ball extract in it. don't believe me? it's called taurine. I think all the other energy drinks are ok.
um, this is a good journal and I think pizza tastes good on saturday, no?
um, this is a good journal and I think pizza tastes good on saturday, no?
brokenalice:
I want to read that book when you're finished writing it. Gemini's are the great communicators.
Do you still want me to come visit you when I go to your city for spring break?
Do you still want me to come visit you when I go to your city for spring break?
i wrote another entry and it didnt post. asshole. 
I wrote about Kelly. and how we are suppose to go to Saturn when I go see her. about the time she gave me a massage, and how amazing it was. noone has done that for me. the times she read me my charts, and made me think more about things. when she told me I...
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I wrote about Kelly. and how we are suppose to go to Saturn when I go see her. about the time she gave me a massage, and how amazing it was. noone has done that for me. the times she read me my charts, and made me think more about things. when she told me I...
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nudwig:
this is nice girl, nice...
montreuxcat:
darlin... with writing like this, you are inspiring the uninspired. write a book about your life and your thoughts.. and all this eloquence that you have when you describe the moments in your life.. all the grace that you have in writing WILL elevate people's spirits, I'm telling you. keep writing... and I hope you get lots of granola.
i think i may be wasting my time with that girl.
according to astrology we are a perfect match.
thank you people who comment on my journal. it makes me feel self worth.
tomorrow is supose to be a more confident day for me.
we are playing games. they are sometimes fun, but its sad when they end cold.
francesca lia block is amazing.
hmm...
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according to astrology we are a perfect match.
thank you people who comment on my journal. it makes me feel self worth.
tomorrow is supose to be a more confident day for me.
we are playing games. they are sometimes fun, but its sad when they end cold.
francesca lia block is amazing.
hmm...
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montreuxcat:
You have LOTS of self-worth, chica... and don't you forget it...! Yeah... games can be fun, or just ultimately depressing. Good luck with your girl... and yes, francesca lia block is exceptionally cool... she writes with a certain eloquence that makes me sparkle.... 
nenia:
francesca lia block writes lovely lovely books. i think i've read them all! have you read ecstasia?
xx
have you read ecstasia?
xx
blah.
last night i went out with the girl again.
its odd
shes weird around other people
we had cassie and her friends
they are little
like out little children, we had to watch over them.
hmmmf
today i pick up the proofs
i went to lunch with aaron. i ate too much
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wisp:
Great music selection!!! I just grabbed tickets to see ladytron in feb. *bounce*
and Tracy is one of my fav. recent bands. My partial brush with celebrity was
hanging with her a bit after a show because we have a friend in common.
Wow that is kind-a sad I suppose but I loved it anyway...
and Tracy is one of my fav. recent bands. My partial brush with celebrity was
hanging with her a bit after a show because we have a friend in common.
Wow that is kind-a sad I suppose but I loved it anyway...
montreuxcat:
Blah... most frustrating thing, when the person you're out with acts differently around others... SO frustrating. Especially when they don't realise it! hope you're having a really good weekend.
I always have a shitty bday...
*hugs*