this is perfect for today.
This is the hour when the mysteries emerge
A strangeness so hard to reflect
A moment so moving, goes straight to your heart
The vision has never been met
The attraction is held like a weight deep inside
Something I'll never forget
The pattern is set, her reaction will start Complete but rejected too soon
Looking ahead in the grip...
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This is the hour when the mysteries emerge
A strangeness so hard to reflect
A moment so moving, goes straight to your heart
The vision has never been met
The attraction is held like a weight deep inside
Something I'll never forget
The pattern is set, her reaction will start Complete but rejected too soon
Looking ahead in the grip...
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racer_x:
novy:
Never really listened to Joy Division. but I think that "A Love Supreme," by John Coltrane is perfect right now. How've you been?? Hope things are going well.
i don't know what's wrong with me lately. i can't write. nothing i put on paper sounds right. most of the time it flows, unstoppable. but right now i feel like a pen whose ink has run out. i have to draw those litttle circles, furiously, trying to get the ink back. then it'll come back for a minute and run out again. everything i...
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achtung:
I never understood how some women can get treated so bad, but always end up going back. That sucks! On the lighter note my dog Vader just ate the rest of my chinese food! Mmm Orange Chicken. Can I get a woot-woot
novy:
Ah, for sure. How right you are, as usual.
I've been thinking about the daily way of life for lots of people for a really long time now. I can't stand it how people can just go to work, work some crap job so they can afford to pay bills and buy gas so they can survive and keep driving to their job everyday. Human beings weren't made to live lives of servitude to some kind of economic machine. A bunch of people I talk to about how I think the whole you must have a job and work to survive is complete bullshit, and they say I'm lazy, they say I'm a bum. But the fact is, working to live IS total bullshit. Having fun to live, that's a totally different thing. What I do now for cash, I have lots of FUN with. So me going to work is really like me enjoying myself at home. I'm just doing something different, but of equal value to myself. As far as we know, each person has only one life on earth. One life to do everything they can do. It's something that's "Temporary, not infinite". Thus, it makes no logical sense, or illogical sense for that matter, to spend all of it working so you can fucking survive. People should be able to experience the world, meet other people, have an impact, and feel an impact. Life should be something that is FUFILLING to one's self, not something that you use to fufill things that other people, or companies, want. I can never explain to you all of what I believe about this in text, it would have to be a real conversation, because this subject is something I'm very very opinionated about. This is the reason that "Live from the Plantation", and "5-9ers Anthem," really carry a heavy weight with me. These songs are very serious lyrically about life and what is accepted, and to me they should have a great social impact, but people would never let that happen because change in our way of life is something that scares a lot of people. I love the way Mr. Lif makes his song sound so lighthearted and goofy, and yet behind that when one examines the lyrics one finds something of great importance. The man is a genius. Have you heard "Home of the Brave"?? I know this is kinda off the subject of hip hop and philosophy, but Office Space was a very philosophical movie for me, in some ways.
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and you're right. I've been working very hard for a local company that is going places. We've been coming up with all kinds of ideas to expand our business, and I'm loving every minute of it.
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Sorry to rant, ignore anything that sounds stupid.
I've been thinking about the daily way of life for lots of people for a really long time now. I can't stand it how people can just go to work, work some crap job so they can afford to pay bills and buy gas so they can survive and keep driving to their job everyday. Human beings weren't made to live lives of servitude to some kind of economic machine. A bunch of people I talk to about how I think the whole you must have a job and work to survive is complete bullshit, and they say I'm lazy, they say I'm a bum. But the fact is, working to live IS total bullshit. Having fun to live, that's a totally different thing. What I do now for cash, I have lots of FUN with. So me going to work is really like me enjoying myself at home. I'm just doing something different, but of equal value to myself. As far as we know, each person has only one life on earth. One life to do everything they can do. It's something that's "Temporary, not infinite". Thus, it makes no logical sense, or illogical sense for that matter, to spend all of it working so you can fucking survive. People should be able to experience the world, meet other people, have an impact, and feel an impact. Life should be something that is FUFILLING to one's self, not something that you use to fufill things that other people, or companies, want. I can never explain to you all of what I believe about this in text, it would have to be a real conversation, because this subject is something I'm very very opinionated about. This is the reason that "Live from the Plantation", and "5-9ers Anthem," really carry a heavy weight with me. These songs are very serious lyrically about life and what is accepted, and to me they should have a great social impact, but people would never let that happen because change in our way of life is something that scares a lot of people. I love the way Mr. Lif makes his song sound so lighthearted and goofy, and yet behind that when one examines the lyrics one finds something of great importance. The man is a genius. Have you heard "Home of the Brave"?? I know this is kinda off the subject of hip hop and philosophy, but Office Space was a very philosophical movie for me, in some ways.
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and you're right. I've been working very hard for a local company that is going places. We've been coming up with all kinds of ideas to expand our business, and I'm loving every minute of it.
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Sorry to rant, ignore anything that sounds stupid.
hmmm...what's happened since i last wrote...well, i saved a kitten from the pound. she's tiny and black and i think she's made out of springs. i named her haiku. i got her for my other cat dirtbike because dirtbike is getting to be this big fatass and i thought maybe she would play more and eat and sleep less if i got her someone to...
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seska1:
See, I think it IS filled with cool things to do.. there just aren't as many. I get really tired of kids who bitch and squall all the time about how boring it is here, and how they can't wait to get out of this godawful state. Other cities throw fun in your face. But other cities are also overrun with bored hipsters and have sky high rent.
Meh. I get annoyed especially when people from here get on the boards and make asses of themselves. Niiiice.
Heh.. thanks for the backup.
/soapbox
Meh. I get annoyed especially when people from here get on the boards and make asses of themselves. Niiiice.
Heh.. thanks for the backup.
/soapbox
vutek:
you have a gift for giving pets the best names ever!!
i went driving in the country today and felt that old strange urge when i looked out on the densely scattered trees in fields on the sides of the road, all in the grip of autumn death. i can't explain the feeling, really. i see an area that's vast and unpopulated except by trees that looks as if it has no real end, and i...
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bishopufb:
yeah I know where that is. I've never been in there. I"ll have to come in and eat sometime. i'm all about the veggie chinese food. have you been in the new vietnamese supermarket. it's wicked, they got such good stuff in there. well i guess it's the same as the other one, but the buidling is cooler.
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[Edited on Nov 24, 2003 10:49PM]
purephase:
Cute pics. And a bartender to boot. 
Welcome to the site.
[Edited on Nov 25, 2003 1:58PM]
Welcome to the site.
[Edited on Nov 25, 2003 1:58PM]
so i swallow these pills to push it down
darkness drowning without a sound
try to explain the beauty
of the swirling depths inside of me
i dream of sitting alone
an island made out of stone
at the edge of a vast unquiet sea
and can't call to you to share it with me
it's like mute stars
quiet fire
black butterflies and
bursting...
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darkness drowning without a sound
try to explain the beauty
of the swirling depths inside of me
i dream of sitting alone
an island made out of stone
at the edge of a vast unquiet sea
and can't call to you to share it with me
it's like mute stars
quiet fire
black butterflies and
bursting...
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evil:
Never been branded, no dough shorthanded
This is why the Dirt Dog landed
And I expanded - from the help of the RZA
Shit that NUH commanded
I'm a project hoe, LOVE project hoe
Nigguh get BUST, at the front door
(I do) I don't don't don't, I don't don't
I don't got no love for the pro, the prostitute pro
The Brooklyn Zoo know, I be like Old Joe
*pbbbbbbbbbbt* See me at the cocaine sto'
Coppin a.. eh ehh ehh.. and coppin mo'
See I'm a real nigga, give a bitch a car
Bitch want a Jeep, give a bitch a star
Bitch wanna sleep, number one..
.. umm, number one, I live in my momma house
Number one, I live in my momma house
This a Ol' Dirty Bastard production, let off SHOTS!
Be hot like I thought from a bitch's twat
Poetry by Ol' Dirty Bastard
This is why the Dirt Dog landed
And I expanded - from the help of the RZA
Shit that NUH commanded
I'm a project hoe, LOVE project hoe
Nigguh get BUST, at the front door
(I do) I don't don't don't, I don't don't
I don't got no love for the pro, the prostitute pro
The Brooklyn Zoo know, I be like Old Joe
*pbbbbbbbbbbt* See me at the cocaine sto'
Coppin a.. eh ehh ehh.. and coppin mo'
See I'm a real nigga, give a bitch a car
Bitch want a Jeep, give a bitch a star
Bitch wanna sleep, number one..
.. umm, number one, I live in my momma house
Number one, I live in my momma house
This a Ol' Dirty Bastard production, let off SHOTS!
Be hot like I thought from a bitch's twat
Poetry by Ol' Dirty Bastard
amok01:
evil, you're cute
so this is my first journal entry.
man, there are some fucking cute girls on here.
but too bad i'll never meet them.
i'm having too much fun w/these smilies.
i'm tired and i am typing with one eye open (literally) but i wanted to write somethin' cause i can cause i paid for an account!!!! i couldn't stand just looking at the front fucking...
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man, there are some fucking cute girls on here.
but too bad i'll never meet them.
i'm having too much fun w/these smilies.
i'm tired and i am typing with one eye open (literally) but i wanted to write somethin' cause i can cause i paid for an account!!!! i couldn't stand just looking at the front fucking...
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novy:
Beautiful comment, althought I find it slightly unfortunate to be in an uneding state of being nostalgic, but c'est la vie.
You know it's really funny that you should say that because originally when I joined, Synnove wasn't on the site, and Elara was the reason I joined. Same exact tastes, spooky.
You're pretty cute yourself, y'know.
You know it's really funny that you should say that because originally when I joined, Synnove wasn't on the site, and Elara was the reason I joined. Same exact tastes, spooky
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You're pretty cute yourself, y'know.