amoff

hello everyone.

i forgot what it feels like to live a normal life.
i've spent so long on my own in my room going to a job i don't like everyday.

i spent today with a friend. we played drums and guitar, we just made a lot of noise.

then had tea and hungout with her family for a bit. which i really miss. the family environment.
she moans about not having a life but i'd give anything to trade mine for hers.

i feel like it's christmas, i'm happy and there's a strange feeling that's very tactile with smells and tastes.... i can't explain it but i'm happy and i feel like i'm standing back from my life looking over, seeing things past the edges.

yay.

xxxx