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Last week was a bust, it was a total recovery from the lack of sleep and the adventures of Amsterdam. I got absolutely nothing done; in fact my computers logic board failed and was replaced in 3 days, a really fast turn around. I find that I am really not that invested in my environment right now, I feel very divorced from my situation in...
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I have been back from Amsterdam for nearly 24 hours. Most of those hours I have spent sleeping, there were three straight days in Amsterdam with little or no sleep at all. The City is everything that it is said to be, an amazing place, just the coffee shops alone make it worth a trip, but the availability of any and all kinds of pleasure,...
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Last night was my first night in in some time, especially a Friday night in. Thankfully this Saturday morning I didnt awake to a phone call from the Police. Can you come down to the station to answer a few questions is never nearly as nice as a good morning. Today I am moving in more, establishing some sort of decorative format to my new...
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It has been a while since I have updated this. I tell you what, every time I say I am going to ground myself the opposite occurs. Tuesday and Thursday this week were both Rock-Star nights. Tuesday, beginning around 3 at Mac & Joes, whisky, then to judge a poetry competition at Top Deck at 8:30; I was well rocked by then, to Balcony for...
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I woke today with thoughts of Spring buzzing in my head to look out the window and see that snow was coming down. In 15 days I will be leaving for my visitation to civilization outside of the cultural pit of Oxford Ohio. The repression of this place has become so think that it hangs in the air and at times blocks vision. I installed...
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Last night I partied like a rock-star and Hunter S. Thomson died.

I went to the birthday party of Sarah; it was one of the Joshs birthdays as well. We began the night at Mac & Joes then to the party then back to Mac & Joes, and then we actually went to 45 East. I ran into no fewer than five of my former...
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Ok, pause, breath, and slow the hell down. Friday night was interesting to say the least. I helped Monique out of a rough spot and hung out with her for a good part of the afternoon. I also met Andrew, her son and she told me about her daughter. I am still in post-Pamela shock and one of the first women I meet is a...
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What a beautiful day! Yesterday felt like it went on forever, I wrote a character anaylsis paper on the Maltese Falcon, actually defending the character (and ethics) of Sam Spade. Thought I think my argument was too subtle for some in my course to see. It seems like the twins and at times AJ what everything to be black and white, clear, and aimed at...
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This weekend ROCKED. Friday jay and Kristen came, it was like part of the old tribe coming together, we had a certain night of heros. We started at Steinkeller then to the Oxford Brewery, then to a party then to Balcony. At Balcony we really tore the place up, dancing like fools. I talked for a long time with Lena, she is very lovely, I...
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I have been doing a lot better today on all fronts, both physical and psychological health. The time has been one of the most important factors in this change, as well as the realization that what other were perceiving was closer to the truth than my own clouded vision of how things really are. It seems there are impossible tasks, and to try and tackle...
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I think that my month long mixup with depression is finally catching up to me. I thought I would actually make it to my birthday without getting ill too! Ha, no, I spoke to soon. I think I either got what Melissa had (I saw her Saturday, see below), or I got it from Dr. Cherney on Thursday (which would mean that it has a...
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I am not sure if I have alerted the rest of you to a development. I teach a film studies class. It is basically a historical look at American Cinema. But we started the class with Sea-Biscuit this year. We had a number of students who said that there was too much violence and sex in the film. Yes, that is right, 18-22 year olds,...
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