amillahhighlife

I must be crazy....
I think I'm gonna quit my job. Just got it right?! Too many hrs for the pay. NEVER EVER see my girl. six days a week. I said I would stop complaining but Jesus. Where am I supposed to retrieve my happiness if I cannot at least indulge in my girl or my hobbies? I don't even have time or money to go get a drink. So what the fuck am I working sixty to sixty five hrs a week for? Still not enough money to save for school.

I dunno

I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. Frustrated to death! I'm just tired of feeling like I can't get a leg up or get ahead. Maybe it's because I feel like nothing is ever enough. I try not to compare myself with my girl. Whats the use in that? She makes like four times what I make before taxes. Plus, She Loves Me. I'm lucky that she loves me for me. But I'm too proud to ask her for a damn thing. the last thing I need to do is give up what little sense of pride I have left. I don't want to let the aformentioned problems become larger problems for us. I don't need the money. I need the stability of knowing I can get by and least work towards my happiness.

Millah



Damn...Wish I was as happy as I was in Paris.