amiba

hey hey!


week's been.. intense. different, hard yet, amusing.

I haven't been able to actually "rest" since my parcials ended, we just have more and more homework coming! remember my last tasks? the 2 canvas? blah blah?
well now I have other 2 canvas, but acrylics this time. aaand.. a huge regional culture project in which we as a school group have to go to a "little town" in Nuevo Leon, make interviews, take photos, investigate about the things they sell there- the food especially. I mean I am excited about it, but it is a hella lotta work for just one semester that lasts 4 months instead of 6, with so much workshops.

also, I am having a little "time appart" from my boyfriend.
it isn't easy, and I love him more than anything and he loves me, but despite loving him.. I don't feel "in love" at this moment. I don't know if that means anything, but I need time to relax, to feel excitement, to work and to party. I just feel like he is the best man ever and that I want to marry him, yet he came too early in my life, in a time where I have to experiment instead of feeling secure all the time.
anyway we talked, and we agreed to start dating again , even though we've been together for a year. let's see how that goes, I just hope our relationship doesn't get hurt by all this stuff going on : /

too many emotions, too close from each other.
I've been having this weird sexual dreams with many different guys! I can't handle, even guys from school, does that makes me a bad girlfriend.. or just one with needs?

anyway, moving to other things.
I am still very excited about the tattoo convention coming to town! my girlfriend explosiveorchid is coming! boy I just hope we have the blast we deserve, and that we celebrate her -early- bday and mine, why not? I turn 22 this 23 of March. ...boy I am getting old.

I better get back to work.

this is me, in reality.. just a girl.





xoxo
A m i b a