ami

i think i've given up on tryign to exit lonely town. things with hubbs stand absolutely nowhere and really i'm just tired of the whole thing. little boy is doing nicly with or without his dad around but i'm gettign shaky and weepy at any given moment even if only for a moment. i guess that puts me back to the begining i'm in no condition to be looking.
it's been suggested that i have alot to deal with, grieve over, fantasize further, and act in soem way on going from way back. new things just always take center stage