americanzero

hey there...

The Give played a show last night, it was so-so. I guess that's what happens when you haven't practiced since be for Thanksgiving... I am way strung out for being tired and trying to hang-in at work, getting old wears on you...

Beat me senseless, I need it

I have been transformed into Rob Halford

I don't like to post here and bitch or even just be downbeat, but I don't have anything fun or whitty to say, it's relativly late, I'm not sleeping and I am at a loss, in a lot of ways. I am not in a position to be honest with myself and that has lead somewhere I am not happy to be and I don't...
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Life is a little unsettling at them moment. My mother's surgery was a success, but the oncologist feels the form of cancer she has is agressive and she needs kemo and radiation, the course is like a year, and you know what, that's the good news.

My father had a series of massive strokes Tuesday night and died in the wee hours of Friday morning....
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My mom called me two weeks ago and told that her yearly gyno check-up revealed a malignant tumor in one of her breasts. Yesterday, she had lump-ectomy, an additional biopsy and some shot dye into her lymphatic system to see if the cancer has spread. She can through relatively unscathed, the pathology report is due by Friday. If the report indicates that the cancer is...
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Wow, it has been a while. I have not been holding out on purpose, I have been working two jobs and just generally managing life... I will try to think of so clever things to say and get back to putting my self out here more regularly. I really envy people who can put things up on a regular basis, I can't think of enough...
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I keep promising myself that I will do a better job with my journal, but I never seem to make it. I guess I should say at least once a week and then force myself. Anyway, tomorrow is my last day in a job I have held for over 8 years, I'm a little freaked out, very glad on one level, but definately scared on...
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