americanidiot

I did some gardening today, which was awesome. I also got to play with my boys(dogs) and that was a blast. There's nothing better than having your tongue hang out while running in circles and chasing a stick. My dad came over too and got on our(my sister and I) nerves...

This Tuesday is going to be shit for me, and it's all I can think about now. My dad is going into surgery that day so they can remove his entire lung. That's what 30+ years of smoking does to you. There's so many risks right now that the doctors are talking about, like the cancer spreading into his lymphnodes, or the pressure it's going to be on his heart. I just don't want to lose my dad. My mom passed away 8 months ago.

Why do I suck so hard at Life?