american_exile

THAT photo is at least 10 years old!

AND my hair was the same length BUT in the photo it is slicked back into a bun.....

YEAH someone told me one day after meeting me that I needed to put that up....the superfant..... I thought it was super cute so what the hey!

it's 2 hours northeast of okc... 45 mins north of tulsa. we can def. get those drinks...

nope never been there, at least I dont think so. I do not go to the movies that often, sometimes I would like to BUT it just does not happen..

no problemo. i shall whip those scurvy dogs into shape!
gl in the field dude! Hoenfells or Grafenwoer?

Dude, 28 hours! who did you piss off?

And wher did you get the Cap shirt?

that's a way too expensive vacation...

Soudns like it woulda been a good group

Yeah but I would rather be in Germany then here

Hell yeha that show is funny as hell!!! My 5 yr old loves it! (thats sooo bad I know)

soooo now amsterdam huh?

dud are you back yet or what?!

YAY!!! haha yeah i was definately laughing at that soap you were talking about.

Welcome back! Sorry we missed each other again. Bummer you won't have the chance for awhile.

let me guess.. were you in Graf or Hoensfeild?

hum.,... maybe that is why I was taken with him at first sight!

yes well it goes beyond the looks with this one!

here are some answers for ya.
1. I chose to be drug free because I personally don't see the point in it. However, I don't have a problem with other people doing it as long as they aren't trying to pursuade me to do it. I tried pot once however, it didn't really do anything for me so... yeah
2. I'm not really sure what i am... i'm not really liberal, i'm not really conservative... was there a middle of the road option? not sure if that answers your question.
3. My favorite thing to do is going to a really great show. Not necesarily a famous band... but a really good band, with really good energy, you know the kind of band that you can just tell they are loving what they are doing and who they are doing it with.

i think the amazing change in me is i am finally happy and i dont feel like slashing my wrists all the time.
He got home last night. Has barely spoken to me, hardly hugged me, and hasnt nearly kissed me.
Now that he is home the itchy wrist slashing feeling is returning, but im not going to do it, he isnt worth my blood at this point. email me thru my new email addy k?

i guess he is signed out then.
havent heard from him.
apathy setting in.

soul expanding, mind blowing, fire starting, angry, happy, tornadoes of emotion involving every elemental possible. You kind of pinned it with the first.
Oh, and deleted comments are just so sometimes i dont leave as much of a paper trail (html trail in this case) so that my entries and comments arent as easily tracked.
Method to the madness all the way.

you should totally visit amsterdam! Its way hot there. I'm not sure what my weekend plans are... i know i will be working saturday and sunday nights... so that leaves friday... who knows what will happen... i am hoping i wont have to sleep by myself... but we will see...

I'm an assistant manager at a sonic. but i just graduated, so i'm looking for a job in my major field, which was information systems. i'm not really having much luck.
as for the sleeping with someone... i really just want someone to sleep next to, not sleep with. but i guess whatever happens happens.