Hello.Kind of a good day today. Made lots of money.Scott came to my job today 
cause the sitter said if im gone more than 3 hrs he askes if daddy is with mommy and not comming home. 
.It breaks my heart to see a 3yr old go through this.So today i took him to work. HE loved it ,then i told him i cant do...
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cause the sitter said if im gone more than 3 hrs he askes if daddy is with mommy and not comming home. .It breaks my heart to see a 3yr old go through this.So today i took him to work. HE loved it ,then i told him i cant do... Read More
I screwed up my next entry is in the comments section of my last entry..duhhh 
im losing my brain..
im losing my brain..
squiggly:
what the heck are you talking about??!!
HOME AT LAST !!! Scott says hi to everyone. I want to thank all of you again for your support.Its nice to have people to talk to .Ill be back on after work on mon.... Till then YOU PEOPLE RULE!!!!!!!! 
I want to thank all of you again for your support.Its nice to have people to talk to .Ill be back on after work on mon.... Till then YOU PEOPLE RULE!!!!!!!! VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
meatypunk:
meep i just backread your entries on squiggly's recommendation.
sorry man, i can only imagine how terrible it must be.
sorry man, i can only imagine how terrible it must be.
amercianskin:
WORK SUCKS!!!!! Today was rotten with all these jerks crying about their cars .Wahhhh.the only bright spot was the babysitter bringing Scott over for lunch.. .HE is handling this very well..Ican learn alot from a 3 yr old.well going to play with him now..se ya tuesday.. Try looking at the world through a kids eyes and be safe love ya all
.HE is handling this very well..Ican learn alot from a 3 yr old.well going to play with him now..se ya tuesday.. Try looking at the world through a kids eyes and be safe love ya allyesterday was tough but we got through it .scott finally stopped crying,maybe realizing mom isnt comming back.i just thought i would update every one who cares. i will be home mon. to resume our lives. got to get back to work so we can eat.yeah work 
bye for now.. p.s. thanks for all of your encouragement..couldnt have done it without you squiggly
bye for now.. p.s. thanks for all of your encouragement..couldnt have done it without you squiggly VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
adrenalynne:
im so sorry for your loss. and i hope you can find strenth both for your son and youself.
best wishes.
best wishes.
reverendash:
I'm sorry for your loss. Feel free to email if you just need someone to talk to.
ashkicks@yahoo.com
-Ash
ashkicks@yahoo.com
-Ash
thanks guys ill be out of town for a couple of days to take care of things .my thoughts are foggy now but im going to live for my son.
squiggly:
Take care of yourself.
my girlfriend just died leaving me with a 3 year old son.i dont know what to do .every time i look at him i see her.i miss her already.i dont want to fall into darkness for my sons sake .but i dontknow how to handle it.i need advice.if you had this happen please tell me how to handle this. in loving memory of scotts mom...
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squiggly:
I am sorry for your loss. You cannot deny yourself time to mourn. You and your son need each other. It takes time and is the hardest road to travel but you will make it through.
knine:
I do not know your kind of loss but i have lost my dad , I dont know if this helps but you have to go on for your son, you have to be there for him. If the situation was reverse im sure you would want her to go on and try to be happy again. It takes time, lots of time. I was faced at one time of almost loosing my wife and honestly i dont know how i would go on but for the kids sake I would find away. We dont know each other but I never turn down a person who needs to talk. You and your son will be in my thoughts.
Living your life through the eyes of a child will help you notice and appreciate things adults ALWAYS miss. It is so simple and carefree. Enjoy this time.