amenti

holy shit. it's definitely been a while since I've last posted. Can't really say same-ol stuff is going on. Going to try to get into my school's design program, which definitely makes me feel anxious, considering it's one of the most prestigious in the Northeast, but if I get in, that'll make it all the more sweet.

Been trying to build my work ethic back up. I need to. I have no choice. I'm looking at a pretty ambitious career goal and a whole mess of shitty grades and 'dirty laundry' from previous semesters to make up for. I'm going to be 22 this year.-- if I'm going to do this, the best time is now. No fucking around. For real, this time.

Also been tryijng to do some research on the industry and gain more experience in related fields....like PR/promotions for instance. I have a paid "internship" at the moment, though it does little for what I want to get into; at least, it gives me experience in a corporate environment, that and five classes.

Trying to start working on my spanish again, which sucks...though being someone (puerto-rican) who has been exposed to it my entire life, it's always pretty easy to pick it right back up again. The sooner I do that, the sooner I could work on my 3rd language, which won't be for a while, I realize, but it doesn't hurt to start thinking about it. Being fluent in 3 languages would definitely put me ahead of the curve in a country where it seems like a shitload of people barely know one.....

I'm also attending a support group in order to help me with my bipolar.....which is only getting tougher to deal with on some days.......

got a lot of shit as I'm sure many of you do.... no surprise my libido has hit an all-time low. Don't have a lot of time to think about sex..... and I actually think I want to stay abstinent for a while.....masturbation, flirting, and the occasional make-out session is fine for now.

My career is at the top of my mind presently, of course.

l8ter daYz,
jt.