Saturday Nov 24, 2007

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I don't know what it is... but I'm in a really hostile mood right now.... I think its the lack of xanax, I'm going to have to get my hands on some alcohol.... I need something, as sad as it may seem, I need to be at least a bit sedated.

Yes. I'm an addict. I know. Do I care? Sometimes....

Yeah, yeah. I finally got laid (thank God!), but that only solves one or maybe just a couple of issues in my life right now. Sometimes, I feel as though I have no idea where the fuck I'm going. I don't know what to do. Who to be. How to interpret the world around me.

Wow.

This may be one of the "deepest" blogs I've written on this thing. I guess I just needed to get a couple of things off my chest. I think I should start writing again.

I actually have a story in mind. I have for a while. I should finally fucking write it, just write it all out, just like I used to, it's where I feel most at home...other than being on-the-air....or being musical.

I hate being deep...sometimes it just isn't worth it.

I want to get laid and get some booze soon.... hopefully, I will tomorrow wink

Till whenever,

jt.
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kninja:
Eh.... I think there's very rarely a time in our lives when there arent a few things that are bothering us... I'm in pretty much the same boat as you atm, lost, no idea what im doing or where im going in life. I compensate by making pancakes. The best pancakes in the world, mind you.

And hey, at least you got laid, its been 8 months for me tongue
boxofficepoison:
I find people who know exactly what they want to do in life at the age of 21 to be dreadfully boring. Don't stress about kind of wandering about for a bit.

And I know it is easier said from afar than done in practice, but I always try and make sure I'm capable of processing drug free for a bit, eating healthy and taking care of the body for a while, then indulging some of more reckless impulses for a bit to keep things interesting.

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